Hey everyone. I am new here and would just like to say hello. Like a lot of people here I also struggle with OCD. I've had it since I could remember but was not diagnosed with it till about 2 years ago. I too have blasphemous thoughts and urges. I started that when I was about 13. I was ashamed by it, embarass, and scared to tell anyone. Me being that young, assumed they were my own thoughts. I struggled with this for about 13 years. My checking and counting I could live with, but the intrusive thoughts that attacked me constantly was to much to bare. When I was going through it, all my prayers were just asking for forgivness. At times I felt I comitted "the unpardonable sin" Even though prayer counselours told me I didn't, I always felt like I was an exception. I asked Jesus for forgiveness and to be my Lord and Savior, but even that seems impossible. I can't count how many times i've done that prayer. I am very thankful that this forum does exist, and theres people who love God and are on the same boat as me. I honestly thought that I was the only one who did this. I love reading your guys testimony and the encouragement that follows it. My prayers are with you, and you are not alone.
Rascoe
Rascoe
