I joined this group after reading a post from WhiteRider
"....dealing with high level occult theocracy,
The identity of the Anti-Christ" posted Wed Jul 18, 2007 It made alot of sense to me.
I have been doing my own reseach on bible doctrine, Religious history, anything on the occult/Nephilim, one world govenment, Atlantis and ET influences for nearly 12 years now.
I have had a relationship with the Almighty God since I was 12, who I had to call upon for help regularly while growing up in a turbulent house. I was ALWAYS helped out of danger, comforted, guided and protected. I have always been puzzled at this but have always given thanks and worshipped in private to maintain this relationship. Once I got to my lagte twenties I wanted to fellowship but have alway struggles to "fit in" to every denomination I explored, also, as I was studying the bible also there were many things these churches were doing and preaching that went against what the bible actually said and no one was interested in actually talking about it on a deep level. I started to go with the JW's and felt they catered for my need for bible accuracy but after 16 years of sitting on the sidlines with them, I still feel lost, alone, and dissatisfied in my heart, and I have grown mistrustful of all churches/organisations, yet, I still have a heart that feels a deep love for all people, regardless of denomination or religion.
I do not know what I am doing here, or where I am going, or what I want out of this. Still with love and respect I am here and ready to find out.
"....dealing with high level occult theocracy,
The identity of the Anti-Christ" posted Wed Jul 18, 2007 It made alot of sense to me.
I have been doing my own reseach on bible doctrine, Religious history, anything on the occult/Nephilim, one world govenment, Atlantis and ET influences for nearly 12 years now.
I have had a relationship with the Almighty God since I was 12, who I had to call upon for help regularly while growing up in a turbulent house. I was ALWAYS helped out of danger, comforted, guided and protected. I have always been puzzled at this but have always given thanks and worshipped in private to maintain this relationship. Once I got to my lagte twenties I wanted to fellowship but have alway struggles to "fit in" to every denomination I explored, also, as I was studying the bible also there were many things these churches were doing and preaching that went against what the bible actually said and no one was interested in actually talking about it on a deep level. I started to go with the JW's and felt they catered for my need for bible accuracy but after 16 years of sitting on the sidlines with them, I still feel lost, alone, and dissatisfied in my heart, and I have grown mistrustful of all churches/organisations, yet, I still have a heart that feels a deep love for all people, regardless of denomination or religion.
I do not know what I am doing here, or where I am going, or what I want out of this. Still with love and respect I am here and ready to find out.
