- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi everyone,
I’d like to ask a question that scares me.
For the longest time,about since mid November,I’ve been scared senseless about Hebrews 6:4-6.As many people know I’m scared of apostasy.
And what is even scarier and more worrisome is the fact that if it’s meaning it doesn’t apply to Christians then I’d find apostasy not so bad and not fear it,but that worries me that I’d be ok with apostasy.
But I guess it has to do with the constant fear “I’ve somehow fallen away and I can still return” I’ve never committed apostasy,and don’t want to.
Recently I’ve been bombarded with many many intrusive thoughts about everything in the ocd/Christian dictionary, such as “bowing to Satan,tempted to draw devil symbols,tempted to leave the lord,intrusive thoughts about blaspheming Jesus,thoughts of liking apostasy,thoughts condemning me like I’m already an apostate,and others.
I have no reason to leave Jesus and I don’t want to,I can’t find anything in this world I want more than Jesus,no matter how deep I dig,I don’t want anything in this world other than him.
Can someone provide some insight?
I’d like to ask a question that scares me.
For the longest time,about since mid November,I’ve been scared senseless about Hebrews 6:4-6.As many people know I’m scared of apostasy.
And what is even scarier and more worrisome is the fact that if it’s meaning it doesn’t apply to Christians then I’d find apostasy not so bad and not fear it,but that worries me that I’d be ok with apostasy.
But I guess it has to do with the constant fear “I’ve somehow fallen away and I can still return” I’ve never committed apostasy,and don’t want to.
Recently I’ve been bombarded with many many intrusive thoughts about everything in the ocd/Christian dictionary, such as “bowing to Satan,tempted to draw devil symbols,tempted to leave the lord,intrusive thoughts about blaspheming Jesus,thoughts of liking apostasy,thoughts condemning me like I’m already an apostate,and others.
I have no reason to leave Jesus and I don’t want to,I can’t find anything in this world I want more than Jesus,no matter how deep I dig,I don’t want anything in this world other than him.
Can someone provide some insight?