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Other people have fell for Satan masquerading as an angel of light mixing up Jesus and Satan. I am looking forward to MLB the Show 20 and John 6 brings a great promise that Jesus loses no one so if he lost me it makes him a liar and a sinner and that isn't Jesus he tells the truth and keeps promises so what I have with the blue light is a brain infection and it isn't truly spiritual why I don't feel the peace with God like I did in September I am not sure but my brain is so scrambled that I can't make reality in October we got more labs done and Dr. Lair is working on the brain infection.
I recommend the Pilgrims Progress Bible Gateway sent me a link they give the verses of the day which I enjoy getting scripture to read and it tells a great story the movie was pretty close to the Book John Bunyan also saw the lake of fire and thought he was damned to hell but then Jesus showed up to him and told him no don't worry and brought him out of his darkness inspiring him to write Grace Abounding the Chief of Sinners he had blasphemous thoughts about the Holy Spirit as well and same with Martin Luther. When I look at those figures they bring hope that I am not damned or blasphemed the Holy Spirit in the Yellow Cross 1 Corinthians states what happened is impossible it says you can only be tempted what is known to man and a yellow cross from Satan would not be known to man which means it isn't reality to get the beast contradicts the Holy Bible and the Bible tells the truth with promises of God so there is hope and Pastor Nathan clearly sees the hope in me when we talk over the phone .
He knows that I would never hurt Jesus in my right mind and I honestly believe Jesus knows that to with the Yellow Cross which keeps me living everyday despite the confused empty feeling and fears Jesus turned into my enemy and that I turned into Antichrist for Satan and False Prophet after saying Jesus save me but I honestly believe it isn't true that Jesus loves me still because of John 6 states Jesus loses no one to hell and that is God's words and John 10 says the same thing souls can't be harmed by Satan in reality which makes the Pilgrims Progress encouraging to me Christian went of course in his journey and yet Jesus was still there guiding him in his journey and he never destroyed his mansion for getting of course he was forgiving and Jesus is forgiving so whatever with happened with the Yellow Cross is the past and I need to move on from it and ignore my rapture fears and end of the world fears and that I somehow caused the corona virus the truth of God's word contradicts the hallucinations every single one of them is contradicted by the Bible and God's character as forgiving and not damning.
He didn't let Christian fall back to the City of Destruction even when he let pride get in his way the stuff I saw in October after September's spiritual awakening and canceling my trip to Austin to go into pastoral ministry after reading dark spiritual scripts and I wanted to avoid the world not conform to like Romans said yes it was my dream to script read/write and go to the Austin Film Festival but Jesus was more important and the peace he brought my mind clearing out the blasphemous thoughts supernaturally placed me in europhia and grandma and maybe that is why I am concerned because that is magical feeling that can't last but it was supernatural I knew Pastor Nathan gave up on his dream as an actor to become a pastor so I thought I could give up my dream to become a Pastor except it was my original dream and a men's breakfast really convicted me on the subject it was about a middle aged man felt a calling to be a pastor when he was young but he ignored it but he found his found calling again and Jesus used him and it inspired me to give up Austin plus the Buspar near death experience it felt like really put the nail in the coffin that I wasn't to go and it was the Buspar that led to serotonin syndrome which causes confusion I worry Satan knew that I was in confused state when I was praying with brain not feeling good and got me to bow but in reality I don't feel that Jesus would allow that to occur to become the Antichrist from the yellow cross.
I have been scared ever since that Jesus went from friend to enemy but it doesn't match Jesus characters and it contradicts everything about that he would destroy a mansion it isn't Jesus. So why at Tehama County Mental Health I saw on the Floor you could have made a great fisher of men and know you can't and seeing all the satanic stuff at the physch hospital that scared me to the point of saying Jesus save me I realize it contradicts the Holy Bible especially John 6 and John 10 which even the footnote states Satan can't harm earthly souls on Earth due to Jesus and I had Jesus in my life at the time making it impossible for Satan to truly trick even on the Christian Forums they state it is impossible and the articles I have been reading Pastors, Family, Friends, Church state it is impossible so it clearly is a brain infection and there is a brain infection that leads to fear of demonic possession and the Brain is a vital organ and mine broke but the Bible is still true and comforts me that I need to move forward Jesus is compassionate and not mean and cruel I truly believe that him destroying a mansion in heaven would be cruel over a 10 minute hallucination/dream as Pastor Mark says after twenty years of trying to live a Godly life like King David and avoiding the trap of King Saul would make God cruel and vengeful.
I had no clue or awareness of the situation and that is what scares me is it was an out of body experience. I wrote in my yearbook that I want to follow Jesus Christ and Screenwrite and it got Big Idea and I mentioned my faith and I preached the gospel to people at Houseboat Camp in Highschool and I even before going to the Hospital I was confident in my salvation that I would be fine but then the Hallucinations showed up and now I fear that Devil can break the Holy Bible but the truth of God's word is the truth it keeps me going even with my doubt. I fear that Jesus will tell me depart from I never you worker of iniquity after twenty years of being his friend and seeing a yellow cross sever that friendship scares me because I knew that he tell me well done my good faithful servant welcome home I was confident that I would see my Aunt Kathy again and grandparents including my birth Grandma who had a church in Red Bluff named after her now I fear condemnation and hell but there is hope in the Bible of Heaven and I need trust Jesus.
I recommend the Pilgrims Progress Bible Gateway sent me a link they give the verses of the day which I enjoy getting scripture to read and it tells a great story the movie was pretty close to the Book John Bunyan also saw the lake of fire and thought he was damned to hell but then Jesus showed up to him and told him no don't worry and brought him out of his darkness inspiring him to write Grace Abounding the Chief of Sinners he had blasphemous thoughts about the Holy Spirit as well and same with Martin Luther. When I look at those figures they bring hope that I am not damned or blasphemed the Holy Spirit in the Yellow Cross 1 Corinthians states what happened is impossible it says you can only be tempted what is known to man and a yellow cross from Satan would not be known to man which means it isn't reality to get the beast contradicts the Holy Bible and the Bible tells the truth with promises of God so there is hope and Pastor Nathan clearly sees the hope in me when we talk over the phone .
He knows that I would never hurt Jesus in my right mind and I honestly believe Jesus knows that to with the Yellow Cross which keeps me living everyday despite the confused empty feeling and fears Jesus turned into my enemy and that I turned into Antichrist for Satan and False Prophet after saying Jesus save me but I honestly believe it isn't true that Jesus loves me still because of John 6 states Jesus loses no one to hell and that is God's words and John 10 says the same thing souls can't be harmed by Satan in reality which makes the Pilgrims Progress encouraging to me Christian went of course in his journey and yet Jesus was still there guiding him in his journey and he never destroyed his mansion for getting of course he was forgiving and Jesus is forgiving so whatever with happened with the Yellow Cross is the past and I need to move on from it and ignore my rapture fears and end of the world fears and that I somehow caused the corona virus the truth of God's word contradicts the hallucinations every single one of them is contradicted by the Bible and God's character as forgiving and not damning.
He didn't let Christian fall back to the City of Destruction even when he let pride get in his way the stuff I saw in October after September's spiritual awakening and canceling my trip to Austin to go into pastoral ministry after reading dark spiritual scripts and I wanted to avoid the world not conform to like Romans said yes it was my dream to script read/write and go to the Austin Film Festival but Jesus was more important and the peace he brought my mind clearing out the blasphemous thoughts supernaturally placed me in europhia and grandma and maybe that is why I am concerned because that is magical feeling that can't last but it was supernatural I knew Pastor Nathan gave up on his dream as an actor to become a pastor so I thought I could give up my dream to become a Pastor except it was my original dream and a men's breakfast really convicted me on the subject it was about a middle aged man felt a calling to be a pastor when he was young but he ignored it but he found his found calling again and Jesus used him and it inspired me to give up Austin plus the Buspar near death experience it felt like really put the nail in the coffin that I wasn't to go and it was the Buspar that led to serotonin syndrome which causes confusion I worry Satan knew that I was in confused state when I was praying with brain not feeling good and got me to bow but in reality I don't feel that Jesus would allow that to occur to become the Antichrist from the yellow cross.
I have been scared ever since that Jesus went from friend to enemy but it doesn't match Jesus characters and it contradicts everything about that he would destroy a mansion it isn't Jesus. So why at Tehama County Mental Health I saw on the Floor you could have made a great fisher of men and know you can't and seeing all the satanic stuff at the physch hospital that scared me to the point of saying Jesus save me I realize it contradicts the Holy Bible especially John 6 and John 10 which even the footnote states Satan can't harm earthly souls on Earth due to Jesus and I had Jesus in my life at the time making it impossible for Satan to truly trick even on the Christian Forums they state it is impossible and the articles I have been reading Pastors, Family, Friends, Church state it is impossible so it clearly is a brain infection and there is a brain infection that leads to fear of demonic possession and the Brain is a vital organ and mine broke but the Bible is still true and comforts me that I need to move forward Jesus is compassionate and not mean and cruel I truly believe that him destroying a mansion in heaven would be cruel over a 10 minute hallucination/dream as Pastor Mark says after twenty years of trying to live a Godly life like King David and avoiding the trap of King Saul would make God cruel and vengeful.
I had no clue or awareness of the situation and that is what scares me is it was an out of body experience. I wrote in my yearbook that I want to follow Jesus Christ and Screenwrite and it got Big Idea and I mentioned my faith and I preached the gospel to people at Houseboat Camp in Highschool and I even before going to the Hospital I was confident in my salvation that I would be fine but then the Hallucinations showed up and now I fear that Devil can break the Holy Bible but the truth of God's word is the truth it keeps me going even with my doubt. I fear that Jesus will tell me depart from I never you worker of iniquity after twenty years of being his friend and seeing a yellow cross sever that friendship scares me because I knew that he tell me well done my good faithful servant welcome home I was confident that I would see my Aunt Kathy again and grandparents including my birth Grandma who had a church in Red Bluff named after her now I fear condemnation and hell but there is hope in the Bible of Heaven and I need trust Jesus.
