Heart Broken

[Hrmny]

I'm pretty sure after reading these post, I have BPD. I was diagnosed with Severe Anxiety/depression in my late teens, although I always felt there was something else wrong with me. I was saved on my 24th birthday and thought at that time all my character flaws would go with the old me. Now, 8 yrs later I feel like a failure as a Christian and a Mother. How can I be a Christian, and still be so messed up? More than anything, I hate myself for the kind of mother I am. I have 3 beautiful little girls, they are so special and I don't deserve them. I see other Mothers and they are so wonderful. I want more than anything to be the kind of Godly Mother, that
God intended for me to be. Does anyone else feel this way?

 

[madison1101]

Are you in therapy? Discuss these things with your therapist. Set goals and work toward them.

 

[HOLYROLLER71]

I found out that I had BPD when i was 18,I'm 35 now,the Lord just set me free,I have 2 teenagers and I used to feel like you,don't give up,keep pressing forward,the Lord will move in your life,it took him 5 years to set me free and there were mant times when I wanted to give up,God is good,if you ever need to talk you can PM me.