Hearing voices and God

[tsiltiyahf]

I have been hearing multiple voices for about 5.5y now. They are really mean, tell me all kinds of lies, laugh, scream, and try to torment me. I have doubt about my salvation and am really afraid of going to hell. I do all I can to be pleasing to God. I watch preachings, listen to worship music and sing along with all my heart, I pray multiple times a day, I cry out for help to God letting him know I am helpless without Him, I pray that he removes all sin from me and I try to do my part as best I can. I read the bible and listen to it everyday. I do bible studies and research the bible all the time. I have sought help from Dr’s and took different meds none seem to help. I have sought help from pastors and none have been able to deliver. I know it is all through grace but I pray then think that I have to do my part with the grace given. I have done all I can possibly think but am still tormented with fear, voices 24/7, doubt, not feeling loved by God, depression and I fight everyday I am lost to what to do all I can think is Either Im doing something wrong(i don't know what it is), I have to suffer with this, or I just need to be patient.

 

[Jeshu]

I have been hearing multiple voices for about 5.5y now. They are really mean, tell me all kinds of lies, laugh, scream, and try to torment me. I have doubt about my salvation and am really afraid of going to hell. I do all I can to be pleasing to God. I watch preachings, listen to worship music and sing along with all my heart, I pray multiple times a day, I cry out for help to God letting him know I am helpless without Him, I pray that he removes all sin from me and I try to do my part as best I can. I read the bible and listen to it everyday. I do bible studies and research the bible all the time. I have sought help from Dr’s and took different meds none seem to help. I have sought help from pastors and none have been able to deliver. I know it is all through grace but I pray then think that I have to do my part with the grace given. I have done all I can possibly think but am still tormented with fear, voices 24/7, doubt, not feeling loved by God, depression and I fight everyday I am lost to what to do all I can think is Either Im doing something wrong(i don't know what it is), I have to suffer with this, or I just need to be patient.

Oh my dear sister i know so well what you are talking about, evil voices, honest it doesn't matter what you do to cleanse yourself from those voices they wont go away like that.

Meds can help a but ultimately it is about getting to know and love God before those voices will be stilled. Fear does not come from God. Faith in Jesus overcomes fear from God. God is love, why should you fear? Because you are not holy? He knew you wouldn't be that is why He send Jesus to cover you with His blood.

So 'eat' His grace and so accept His love and grow in love. Loving God God throws out fear of punishment and sets you free to be yourself 100 percent.

Honest faith in God's love set me free from my evil voices and from my fears even though i still often get ill and my mind still hears voices which are not from Him, they can't touch me any more for God's loving truth protects me.

i advise you to also put your faith in His love and see for yourself that when you actively do that then you begin to love God. Now love Him a lot and let Him love you back and so grow in love and before you know it you will also be fearless and no longer a victim of the wicked ones.

Be of very good courage and work on doing this - have times of faith in God's love and so grow away from your tormentors. It takes a few years but it is good to see your tormentors die along the way.

Peace

An invitation to The Chosen.

God's Love will not take or will
you to conform to rules or demand
which imprison, enslave, burn or kill you.

God's Love will not pervert what's Good
The Lord loves truthfully Wise and Good.
True Love was, is and always will be Good!

In God's Love you are free to be right!
In His love everything is good proper and kind.
He loves all who love good and true to rule!

His Love is caring, providing, and sharing.
His Love always enjoys and protects good life.
His love rules even when bad life has being in us!

Hear Jesus call - 'Come join up with us all!
Leave whatever ties you down and be free
loving good life with all God's own to be.'

To the rest in your heart God's asks
how long will you tarry in the darkness?
Please leave such bad existence within.

For life must not, no never should, or would, or could,
be forceful, rude, prideful, arrogant, selfish, lustful
or otherwise be untrue to God's loving truth.

Neither should life be hurting or ill,
hungry, oppressed, despised, hated
or otherwise have existence in wrong.

Please hand your Bad Life over to Jesus
Humbly ask for His Good Life back in return
and go love God, self and neighbour with Joy.

The Church knows that Jesus is coming soon
All bad life will be our shameful past then,
so please leave your bad life while you can!

Love

 

[Tolworth John]

have been hearing multiple voices for about 5.5y now. They are really mean, tell me all kinds of lies, laugh, scream, and try to torment me. I have doubt about my salvation and am really afraid of going to hell. I do all I can to be pleasing to God

I am sorry you are suffering intrusive thoughts and voices.

Please do what you can to ignore what they are saying for your salvation is in the hands of Jesus, he saved you and he keeps you save.
May I also suggest that you read the article 25 tips for successfully treating your OCD. Yes you don't have OCD, I suggest this as it has helpful tips on dealing with intrusive thoughts.
Do continue with your medication.

 

[Andrewn]

I do all I can to be pleasing to God. I watch preachings, listen to worship music and sing along with all my heart, I pray multiple times a day, I cry out for help to God letting him know I am helpless without Him, I pray that he removes all sin from me and I try to do my part as best I can. I read the bible and listen to it everyday. I do bible studies and research the bible all the time.

This is wonderful. Trust God and relax in His loving arms. He is fond of you.

I have sought help from Dr’s and took different meds none seem to help. I have sought help from pastors and none have been able to deliver.

It's great that you consulted doctors and pastors. Have you consulted psychiatrists? Perhaps you need a change in medications.

 

[tsiltiyahf]

I see a psychiatrist monthly the meds dont help and I have tried different ones they just make me gain weight and before I was prediabetic so that doesnt seem like a good idea to die of diabetes. I dont believe he is fond of me I read scriptures about his love and sing songs with the scriptures but I just never feel good enough and I still think he will send me to hell no matter what I do

 

[Andrewn]

I see a psychiatrist monthly the meds dont help and I have tried different ones they just make me gain weight and before I was prediabetic so that doesnt seem like a good idea to die of diabetes.

I realize that meds make one gain weight. You may have to follow a diet. But usually, with patience and some trial and error, the appropriate combination for a certain person is found that makes them feel really well.

I dont believe he is fond of me I read scriptures about his love and sing songs with the scriptures but I just never feel good enough and I still think he will send me to hell no matter what I do

Satan lies to you with these delusions. It must be torture to have these ideas. I really feel for you and hope your pastors and friends who are close to you can be of help. My understanding is that Messianic congregations are quite friendly to each other. If this is not your experience, please find a church that is friendly.

 

[SnowTiger]

Dear tsiltiyahf,

I also hear a voice in my head that constantly says nasty things all day long. I've tried ministers and psychiatrists and things like that and nothing works. So please know that you are not the only one that nothing works for. Lately I have been coming to believe that God loves me even though I hear this voice. I hope and pray that you will be delivered. Stop believing the voices. They are liars and just want you to believe their lies. God's truth is that we are saved from sin by Jesus. This includes everyone, no matter how bad they are. God wants to save us all through Jesus.

Keep trying. I hope and pray that you will come to realize that God loves you even though you hear those voices. Those voices are from the devil and the devil is a liar. God promises to forgive those who believe in Jesus and turn from evil. So if you believe and try your best to repent you are forgiven.

All the devil can do is lie. He doesn't want people to find out the truth that God loves us even though we are sinners.

I pray that God will help you through this,

SnowTiger