this is going to sound wierd but here goes. i have these uncontrollable thoughts that are like "god's work is through the devil" "i hate you god" "i deny the holy spirit" and stuff like that. then i argue with myself about it. i'm worried that i have commited blasphimey agaisnt the holy spirit. im scared and dont konw what to do. everytime i have these thoughts i ask god to gorgive me for what i thougt. but then i do it again. what should i do?