Okay this will be a long answer.
I think I had a pretty bad childhood and teenage years, I basically came to the point of suicide. This I blamed on my parents, who both have mental conditions and decided that I also was mentally ill. It's all in my testimony but basically because of this I've had to relearn how to interact with people because I had learnt to detach myself. The only thing that kept me from suicide was my sister, whom Christ had placed in my life after I asked him for a little sister.
I left my hometown to go to uni and was basically allowed to do anything I wanted, so i turned to alcohol as a form of escape. I was actually accepted into a Salvation Army run college. So yeah it was my second year at this college that I accepted Christ in my life.
I was always interested in social justice and just needs of other people particularly when I was younger. I started not caring in the years after I had almost suicided. But the passion for it and for life has always been part of me that I never realised.
So this year (I turned to Christ last year) I have started working for a charity, started doing evangelism at uni, started helping lead the bible studies at the college. I'd been thinking about ministry for a few months but only privately, in any case, my mentor basically told me he sees in me a passion for people and justice and whether I had thought about missionary.
Well I had, and that only helped confirm that the things I had been through, the skills I've been given (I'm a very good public speaker), and my interests all align pretty much with a life of missionary.
As I described it to my pastor it just seems "logical"
I'd appreciate your thoughts
Thank you for that answer. Sorry I took so long to get back to you, but at the moment the net is like a bucking bronco.
Here are some of my thoughts:
(a) I fully endorse the comments made by Evangelina about training before going out. It will only be after (life) training, and when the Lord says "Now. Green light. GO" that one should go. He might just be saying to you at the moment, "Get Ready"
So use the time and get reay.
(b)If the Lord is indeed calling you to officership, He will keep nagging... but be warned, panic if the time comes for "Green light, Go" and you don't.
(c) put out a fleece for "calling", and another fleece for "green light go."
(d) Pray about it, and speak to others (but becareful who... some guys want you to go to college next week LOL... even if you aren't ready. If you aren't ready, the wheels might come off, and that is not what the Lord wants.
NB: Moses left town at 40 and came back to town at age of 80 to fulfil calling. There must have been a lot of training! (but I wouldn't leave it that long

) In the meantime, try and walk closer with the Lord every day.
If you want to hear more, PM me.