Hi all!!
Has anyone in here done setting captives free? It's a great program. It's a bible study based weight loss program...if anyone is interested the site is Settingcaptivesfree.com
-Katie
i did and i enjoyed the bible studies and i enjoyed the fasting... but i realized that i wasn't treating it correctly...
on those fasting days i was very cranky and i was ill tempered. i prayed and prayed about it, but was more and more discouraged. in the end i realized that it was because i was not doing this as God needed me to do it. the overall of it was, i was detroying my metabolism. i was to learn "moderation".. not all or nothing... and that's how i was learning their teachings whether they meant for me to learn it that way or not...
fasting went from being an intimate and joyful experience to me, to a demand to God, that he see my pain, my struggles, my this and that, because i deserve it and i worked hard for it, and then intense anger when he didn't reward me as i felt i should be rewarded...
this wasn't their fault, please don't hear me to say that. this was mine. i don't know why i took this on so strongly and personally... but i do know that i had to really study out fasting in an extremely intense way...
when i realized the heart i was bringing into it, i used that to beat myself up more and more....

then i repented... i just now work on getting my milks in, getting my fruits and veggies in, getting my water in, and getting the exercise in. the exercise is the hardest part because the idea is that i have osteo arthritis... so my sacrifice is to really learn how to exercise "just right"... not too much, and not too little. too much has really disastrous consequences on me, and too little is too discouraging and keeps me not just from losing the weight, but is bad for my body. i NEED the exercise so that i can move around in my life better...