thought/feared/believed that they are demon possessed? I had a nightmare about this and ever since then I have had thoughts/fears/believed that I am possessed and it is KILLING ME. I have never wanted to die so much in my life. I can't function at work, or at home, I have been in the hospital for almost two weeks in the past month, and I can feel my faith in God slipping away because of this belief and the doubts of my salvation that were already there. Has anyone here ever dealt with this before and, if so, how did you get past it??? The very thought of calling an exorcist terrifies me because I don't want to believe that there is a demon in me, but everything is pointing in that direction. PLEASE HELP?! I am so close to suicide I can smell it, if that makes any sense at all.