Okay here is my story,
I have been born with ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder); this is how Jesus Christ the Almighty has made me. Just like he made my father to have ADD. Many months ago I was ever so blessed to work as an admin at a church. Everything was working out wonderfully then ooops I made a terrible mistake. I confronted the Senior Pastor that I have indeed have, ADD and told him that I have paper work from my state to back this up. He told me that he wanted to see this paper work and even shared it with colleagues at the church. And he said that he was going to work around it for me. I did not mind, I thought he was doing this to help the job go easier for me. Everything was running smoothly. He even invited me and one of my best friends to his Holiday party. He got me gifts for the Holidays, and was always so gracious to me. My good friend, who has the gift of discernment, has a hesitation about him, and she has been a Christian for a lot longer than I. Anyway, I told her that he was just the nicest of people. She agreed to that but she said something was very off about him .
Today before my shift ended, he called into his office to fire me, and here is his excuse, I have ADD and it is not needed at that Church, In fact he told me that IF he know then, while he was interviewing possible candidates, that I had ADD that he would have NEVER hired me in the first place. I know his son graduated at literally one of the top universities in the nation, I think that some of this has to do with that he is a "smart snob".
Now here I am without a job . Now what I want to know why is God doing this to me??? Is it that God has said that I am not good enough to work at a church OR does God want me far away from this possible FALSE Preacher? Advice please .
I am really upset more than ever, I really thought working in a church was an excellent place to be at but, right now I know I am wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I do not want to lose the faith but I feel really betrayed, I feel like a failure!!!!! What a way to start the new year!!!!
Please pray!!!
I have been born with ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder); this is how Jesus Christ the Almighty has made me. Just like he made my father to have ADD. Many months ago I was ever so blessed to work as an admin at a church. Everything was working out wonderfully then ooops I made a terrible mistake. I confronted the Senior Pastor that I have indeed have, ADD and told him that I have paper work from my state to back this up. He told me that he wanted to see this paper work and even shared it with colleagues at the church. And he said that he was going to work around it for me. I did not mind, I thought he was doing this to help the job go easier for me. Everything was running smoothly. He even invited me and one of my best friends to his Holiday party. He got me gifts for the Holidays, and was always so gracious to me. My good friend, who has the gift of discernment, has a hesitation about him, and she has been a Christian for a lot longer than I. Anyway, I told her that he was just the nicest of people. She agreed to that but she said something was very off about him .
Today before my shift ended, he called into his office to fire me, and here is his excuse, I have ADD and it is not needed at that Church, In fact he told me that IF he know then, while he was interviewing possible candidates, that I had ADD that he would have NEVER hired me in the first place. I know his son graduated at literally one of the top universities in the nation, I think that some of this has to do with that he is a "smart snob".
Now here I am without a job . Now what I want to know why is God doing this to me??? Is it that God has said that I am not good enough to work at a church OR does God want me far away from this possible FALSE Preacher? Advice please .
I am really upset more than ever, I really thought working in a church was an excellent place to be at but, right now I know I am wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I do not want to lose the faith but I feel really betrayed, I feel like a failure!!!!! What a way to start the new year!!!!
Please pray!!!