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Guys and Gals I feel encouraged that what I am facing with this Mark of the Beast fear and blue light in my brain is truly medical and the stuff on my knuckles it is not Satan it isn't possible. I found John 6 and my heart feels so encouraged I worry I did not test the spirits properly and I blasphemed the Holy Spirit and that I was damned to Hell for bowing to the Yellow Cross but Jesus really has pulled me out of the pit lately telling me I am his friend not a False Prophet or Antichrist. I realize now why Pastor Nathan and Pastor Bryan and Pastor Mark and My family, friends, and church are confident in my eternal security and not afraid of enteral damnation.
I have a brain infection and Satan tried to use that to his advantage but I know the truth of John 6 that once you become a Christian you can never lose your earthly soul to Satan it belongs to Jesus John 6 and John 10 lay it out the Yellow Cross as Pastor Mark reminds me is a powerful dream hard to forget but it is a medically induced dream from Serotonin Syndrome I was accusing Jesus of damning me and abandoning me to fire of Hell and that he hates me but he has been showing me visions of the Holy Bible and his face to me lately letting me know I am still going to be raptured and in Heaven.
I truly enjoyed watching the Little Country Live Stream today I will take communion later we will watch with my Dad mom got the supplies. I realize now I see clearly for the first time in seven months that Jesus is not my enemy now after twenty years of friendship the Augmenitin is getting my white blood cells down and it is calming my brain infection why would Satan use someone so sick and confused to be evil and he doesn't have the power. I realize now Jesus showed me Heaven as a child he is not going to damn me to hell fire he loves me still and I am excited to take communion today and celebrate Easter I look forward looking up to the sky realizing the sun is not a sign from Heaven that I am going to Israel in the seven year tribulation the Holy Bible is as true as it as ever been I no longer have to doubt God's word I am no longer a slave to my fear of the blue light beast of seven months I am still A sic k child of God.
It was a really encouraging service and tomorrow is my birthday my Mom was praying by my birthday that I would be thinking clearly and she got her wish I realize now the False Prophet and Antichrist are World Leaders who hate and oppose God not people who love and serve him and I can relax I told my friend yesterday that a load is off my shoulders knowing that Jesus truly loses no Christians to Satan in reality the rapture paranoia and beast is my mind God is too powerful to allow that from Satan it is a powerful dream I need to forget it stop glorifying Satan I need to post positive things about Jesus on the forum because he still the truth and friend and I worship him and I will see him forever when he returns my rapture fear is clearing up I am facing my doubt and fear of eternal condemnation I am excited for the future realizing in reality I could never serve the Antichrist in the seven year tribulation and I was never the Antichrist despite seeing Demons Jesus has been their the whole time protecting me bringing believers my way to encourage and now it is my turn to encourage dreams and visions are not more powerful Jesus blood and resurrection the Good Friday service brought so much encouragement in my life Jesus showed me Heaven he is not going to send my soul to hell and I worshiped Jesus for the first time in seven months without fear I am doing it vain and I am Satan's. I no longer have to glorify the dream and vision I had it is strange but in a weird way in God's sovereignty he allowed the dream to occur in my life it wasn't accident I saw a yellow cross and blue light and the gates of hell opened up like John Bunyan. How could everyone see the love of Lord just executing off me if I was truly evil opposed to God with an Antichrist spirit from not testing spirits God showed up to me again and let me know I am sick and that False Prophet and Antichrist will be world leaders who truly defy Jesus they are not Christians who become mentally unstable and see things in the Shower. I am relieved and I watched TV not dreading tomorrow last night.
I no longer fear the rapture like I was my left left behind fears for eternity is starting fade away and I look forward to communion remembering Jesus blood today my faith in Jesus is returning he keeps showing the Holy Bible in my mind and reminding to read I have a golden ticket to Heaven still it wasn't robbed the World's End may happen this year but it won't be me who caused by bowing to a hallucination of Satan in my head. I listen to praise music and smile again with Joy of Jesus I am so thankful for all the prayers here this forum brings so much joy and happiness to me making me realize it is an illness my salvation is not harmed because Jesus promised in God's word that it will never happen even the footnote state that Jesus will not let a Christian lose there soul Satan the only people who lose their souls to Satan and are damned are unbelievers and the Antichrist and False Prophet in reality were already unbelievers who worship Satan and deceive but you know what Andy Griffith says about that what a tangled web we first practice to deceive it is the Lake of Fire for them proclaiming to be God. Jesus is God and my friends keep telling me it is scitzphrenia thinking you have the spirit of antichrist we see the spirit of Christ in you asked Jesus in your heart you can't lose your soul on Earth and I didn't believe but now I faced my doubt I realize that is truly what Satan what's me to think I am damned and hopeless and the Bible got it wrong I feel the joy of the Lord again when I first saw the Blue Dragon and all this occurred seven months ago and I was normal not doubting Jesus then the Blue Dragon showed up mocking my faith in Jesus telling me I am lost my friend who is in YWAM said on day this will be a testimony for Jesus and now I believe it will be and I am exited John 6 brings me joy Jesus promised no one loses him who believe to Satan no trick but my brain trick it is fake news as Donald Trump says the Bible contradicts my dream Jesus loses no soul so praise Jesus and remember his death the blood he spilled for my life and his eventual Resurrection was not in vain to be snatch and stolen by Satan in the Yellow Cross/Light it is mental illness and this year will be fun Jesus is still my friend and he has been there the whole time I can't rely on my feelings and visions God is sovereign and Satan isn't he can't intercept and ruin God's plan it is unbibical notion that contradicts everything about Scripture my doubt is dying my slave to fear is vanishing I am still a child of God. I am starting to look forward to the trumpet sounding when Jesus whisks the Church in Heaven knowing I won't be left here by Jesus thanks for the prayers and encouragement from now I am post positive things on this forum instead of always talking about the Mark of the Beast vision it is unscriptural and a powerful dream but at the end of the day I am still a believer bought by price and safe in Jesus arms Good Friday and Easter are happy after all I have hope again that I will see Aunt who died of cancer and my grandparents in eternity and Jesus will dine with me and let me eat with him telling me well done and not depart from me I never knew because you bowed to the Yellow Cross he is still an Ally and with God on my side no one can stop me because the Power of Hell in reality can't snatch or pluck as Christ Alone and Romans 8 states and I believe it again Hell has no power over Jesus and Heaven The blood of Jesus and Resurrection would be in vain if he lost me to Satan as a False Prophet/Antichrist I realize that Jesus is my friend and I suffer from religious delusions and I never believed in Jesus that I would suffer from government conspiracies or something weird I have a genetic condition and the code went off with all the stress in my life the timing was perfect for something to get lost and off track the whirlwind of October was the perfect storm but I realize now the rapture hasn't happened because Jesus is still my friend because I asked him to be King of my Heart and John 6 promises he will never damn me to the fires of Hell it defeats the purpose of the Bible I see the light at the end of tunnel if I preserve to the end warning people about Hell I love Jesus more now than I ever have in my life because he is truly the Vine and without I feel lost and confused but my hope and joy in the Lord has been restored Create in me a clean heart O'God and do not take the Holy Spirit from me I feel like King David thinking that I lost the Holy Spirit and the Hope of Heaven forsure and I pulled a Judas Iscariot in a hallucination betraying my best friend Jesus of twenty years mixing up Satan and Jesus but Jesus is telling me no were still friends not enemies so Good Friday for me is really good and encouraging the truth of God's word will see me through this Blue Light in my brain it brings me hope again I am not evil and Satanic. If I dream I had a million dollars do I have a million dollars no of course not if I dream that I am Donald Trump am I Donald Trump again a silly notion if I dream I am Antichrist/False Prophet am no again silly notion I know John 6 says Jesus loses no one to Satan because he is the bread life so the knuckle thing the lines on my forehead thinking I have the beast can't be reality because the blood of Jesus is too powerful and his promises are yes and amen and he never violates promises he promises me I will see Heaven forever he won't take it so when I take the bread and cup today I am truly going to thank Jesus and I can't wait for the world to hear what Jesus done in my life I want to make him proud of me so have a Good Friday and remember what Jesus has done for no matter if you see lights and visions you will never be forsaken by Jesus he promises don't rely on feelings they lie trust Jesus with your sins and you see Heaven and you are not damned and he will never damn you he won't destroy your mansion breaking his promise it is yes and amen and I am encouraged John 6 truly saved my life I was about to commit suicide but Jesus intervened and showed up to telling me I am okay with him he was disappointing that my pride got the best of me in bowing to the Hallucination because I so desired a special revelation from Jesus that I got tripped up by Satan posing as Jesus but he is not mad he told me and I believe him the good happy voice is back in my head and I believe it is the Holy Spirit telling me I am okay which is why people see him in my life still I made a mistake Jesus does not damn over serotonin syndrome and confusion and making a prideful mistake I am no longer a slave to fear I am a child of God and I can rest in that truth Pastor Nathan my spiritual told me that the Holy Spirit was leading him to that song for my life and wow it is brought me joy singing it and the good voice in my head tells me it is true which is Jesus showing me the Bible and read it I truly believe Jesus rescued me from darkness and he will see me through this journey today has been the best day since October 3 before the Yellow Cross and I keep telling people what Jesus is doing for me he has brought my faith back and facing my doubt and the enemy toying with my mind making me fear I am God's enemy it is all a lie from the pit of hell Satan does not have that power to snatch one of God's sheep and to turn them into a goat the Bible disproves my fear life has meaning again and hope Jesus has always been there through the Word of God I was never the Antichrist John saw in Revelation the Demon Girls on the ceiling and the seven year tribulation and the abyss and being God's enemy in the millennium and going to Israel and signing a covenant with Israel for seven years was a lie from Satan he was never going to kill me he doesn't have the power to do that I never had accuse Jesus of betrayal my powerful dream at the end of the day is just a dream and one day Jesus will explain it to me when he puts a white robe on me and until that day comes I want to inspire people and let them know yes there is a Heaven and a Hell and for some strange reason in God's sovereignty he allowed me to see both destinations God is in control and he has corona virus in control it was not caused because I ended the world being the false prophet and the seven year tribulation is not imminent only God's knows and it is for him to decide not some vision in darkness by mental illness I am still covered in the Blood of Jesus in the Psych Hospital there was a nice African American man who reminded the truth every night in bed we said over and over and the fear would cease the rings around Heaven that blocked me from my dream of being with Jesus is in eternity probably was too much mario kart Jesus doesn't do that so have a Good Friday remember Jesus death on the cross and remember Satan is defeated at the cross and he can't snatch or kidnap and harm your earthly soul in reality just in fantasy the Bible is real and my doubts about God are getting better probably due to the Bible and the augmentin treating my sick brain infection I am starting to think clearly about the Bible and feel good about what Jesus did for me in my place being my propitiation in my place he was never and will never take that from me blaspheming the Holy Spirit and being the Antichrist/False Prophet and getting the Mark of the Beast swearing allegiance to Satan defying God and leaving Jesus protection all has to be a conscious choice so I am glad Jesus showed me John 6 and opened my eyes to Satan's lies and thanks for praying.
I have a brain infection and Satan tried to use that to his advantage but I know the truth of John 6 that once you become a Christian you can never lose your earthly soul to Satan it belongs to Jesus John 6 and John 10 lay it out the Yellow Cross as Pastor Mark reminds me is a powerful dream hard to forget but it is a medically induced dream from Serotonin Syndrome I was accusing Jesus of damning me and abandoning me to fire of Hell and that he hates me but he has been showing me visions of the Holy Bible and his face to me lately letting me know I am still going to be raptured and in Heaven.
I truly enjoyed watching the Little Country Live Stream today I will take communion later we will watch with my Dad mom got the supplies. I realize now I see clearly for the first time in seven months that Jesus is not my enemy now after twenty years of friendship the Augmenitin is getting my white blood cells down and it is calming my brain infection why would Satan use someone so sick and confused to be evil and he doesn't have the power. I realize now Jesus showed me Heaven as a child he is not going to damn me to hell fire he loves me still and I am excited to take communion today and celebrate Easter I look forward looking up to the sky realizing the sun is not a sign from Heaven that I am going to Israel in the seven year tribulation the Holy Bible is as true as it as ever been I no longer have to doubt God's word I am no longer a slave to my fear of the blue light beast of seven months I am still A sic k child of God.
It was a really encouraging service and tomorrow is my birthday my Mom was praying by my birthday that I would be thinking clearly and she got her wish I realize now the False Prophet and Antichrist are World Leaders who hate and oppose God not people who love and serve him and I can relax I told my friend yesterday that a load is off my shoulders knowing that Jesus truly loses no Christians to Satan in reality the rapture paranoia and beast is my mind God is too powerful to allow that from Satan it is a powerful dream I need to forget it stop glorifying Satan I need to post positive things about Jesus on the forum because he still the truth and friend and I worship him and I will see him forever when he returns my rapture fear is clearing up I am facing my doubt and fear of eternal condemnation I am excited for the future realizing in reality I could never serve the Antichrist in the seven year tribulation and I was never the Antichrist despite seeing Demons Jesus has been their the whole time protecting me bringing believers my way to encourage and now it is my turn to encourage dreams and visions are not more powerful Jesus blood and resurrection the Good Friday service brought so much encouragement in my life Jesus showed me Heaven he is not going to send my soul to hell and I worshiped Jesus for the first time in seven months without fear I am doing it vain and I am Satan's. I no longer have to glorify the dream and vision I had it is strange but in a weird way in God's sovereignty he allowed the dream to occur in my life it wasn't accident I saw a yellow cross and blue light and the gates of hell opened up like John Bunyan. How could everyone see the love of Lord just executing off me if I was truly evil opposed to God with an Antichrist spirit from not testing spirits God showed up to me again and let me know I am sick and that False Prophet and Antichrist will be world leaders who truly defy Jesus they are not Christians who become mentally unstable and see things in the Shower. I am relieved and I watched TV not dreading tomorrow last night.
I no longer fear the rapture like I was my left left behind fears for eternity is starting fade away and I look forward to communion remembering Jesus blood today my faith in Jesus is returning he keeps showing the Holy Bible in my mind and reminding to read I have a golden ticket to Heaven still it wasn't robbed the World's End may happen this year but it won't be me who caused by bowing to a hallucination of Satan in my head. I listen to praise music and smile again with Joy of Jesus I am so thankful for all the prayers here this forum brings so much joy and happiness to me making me realize it is an illness my salvation is not harmed because Jesus promised in God's word that it will never happen even the footnote state that Jesus will not let a Christian lose there soul Satan the only people who lose their souls to Satan and are damned are unbelievers and the Antichrist and False Prophet in reality were already unbelievers who worship Satan and deceive but you know what Andy Griffith says about that what a tangled web we first practice to deceive it is the Lake of Fire for them proclaiming to be God. Jesus is God and my friends keep telling me it is scitzphrenia thinking you have the spirit of antichrist we see the spirit of Christ in you asked Jesus in your heart you can't lose your soul on Earth and I didn't believe but now I faced my doubt I realize that is truly what Satan what's me to think I am damned and hopeless and the Bible got it wrong I feel the joy of the Lord again when I first saw the Blue Dragon and all this occurred seven months ago and I was normal not doubting Jesus then the Blue Dragon showed up mocking my faith in Jesus telling me I am lost my friend who is in YWAM said on day this will be a testimony for Jesus and now I believe it will be and I am exited John 6 brings me joy Jesus promised no one loses him who believe to Satan no trick but my brain trick it is fake news as Donald Trump says the Bible contradicts my dream Jesus loses no soul so praise Jesus and remember his death the blood he spilled for my life and his eventual Resurrection was not in vain to be snatch and stolen by Satan in the Yellow Cross/Light it is mental illness and this year will be fun Jesus is still my friend and he has been there the whole time I can't rely on my feelings and visions God is sovereign and Satan isn't he can't intercept and ruin God's plan it is unbibical notion that contradicts everything about Scripture my doubt is dying my slave to fear is vanishing I am still a child of God. I am starting to look forward to the trumpet sounding when Jesus whisks the Church in Heaven knowing I won't be left here by Jesus thanks for the prayers and encouragement from now I am post positive things on this forum instead of always talking about the Mark of the Beast vision it is unscriptural and a powerful dream but at the end of the day I am still a believer bought by price and safe in Jesus arms Good Friday and Easter are happy after all I have hope again that I will see Aunt who died of cancer and my grandparents in eternity and Jesus will dine with me and let me eat with him telling me well done and not depart from me I never knew because you bowed to the Yellow Cross he is still an Ally and with God on my side no one can stop me because the Power of Hell in reality can't snatch or pluck as Christ Alone and Romans 8 states and I believe it again Hell has no power over Jesus and Heaven The blood of Jesus and Resurrection would be in vain if he lost me to Satan as a False Prophet/Antichrist I realize that Jesus is my friend and I suffer from religious delusions and I never believed in Jesus that I would suffer from government conspiracies or something weird I have a genetic condition and the code went off with all the stress in my life the timing was perfect for something to get lost and off track the whirlwind of October was the perfect storm but I realize now the rapture hasn't happened because Jesus is still my friend because I asked him to be King of my Heart and John 6 promises he will never damn me to the fires of Hell it defeats the purpose of the Bible I see the light at the end of tunnel if I preserve to the end warning people about Hell I love Jesus more now than I ever have in my life because he is truly the Vine and without I feel lost and confused but my hope and joy in the Lord has been restored Create in me a clean heart O'God and do not take the Holy Spirit from me I feel like King David thinking that I lost the Holy Spirit and the Hope of Heaven forsure and I pulled a Judas Iscariot in a hallucination betraying my best friend Jesus of twenty years mixing up Satan and Jesus but Jesus is telling me no were still friends not enemies so Good Friday for me is really good and encouraging the truth of God's word will see me through this Blue Light in my brain it brings me hope again I am not evil and Satanic. If I dream I had a million dollars do I have a million dollars no of course not if I dream that I am Donald Trump am I Donald Trump again a silly notion if I dream I am Antichrist/False Prophet am no again silly notion I know John 6 says Jesus loses no one to Satan because he is the bread life so the knuckle thing the lines on my forehead thinking I have the beast can't be reality because the blood of Jesus is too powerful and his promises are yes and amen and he never violates promises he promises me I will see Heaven forever he won't take it so when I take the bread and cup today I am truly going to thank Jesus and I can't wait for the world to hear what Jesus done in my life I want to make him proud of me so have a Good Friday and remember what Jesus has done for no matter if you see lights and visions you will never be forsaken by Jesus he promises don't rely on feelings they lie trust Jesus with your sins and you see Heaven and you are not damned and he will never damn you he won't destroy your mansion breaking his promise it is yes and amen and I am encouraged John 6 truly saved my life I was about to commit suicide but Jesus intervened and showed up to telling me I am okay with him he was disappointing that my pride got the best of me in bowing to the Hallucination because I so desired a special revelation from Jesus that I got tripped up by Satan posing as Jesus but he is not mad he told me and I believe him the good happy voice is back in my head and I believe it is the Holy Spirit telling me I am okay which is why people see him in my life still I made a mistake Jesus does not damn over serotonin syndrome and confusion and making a prideful mistake I am no longer a slave to fear I am a child of God and I can rest in that truth Pastor Nathan my spiritual told me that the Holy Spirit was leading him to that song for my life and wow it is brought me joy singing it and the good voice in my head tells me it is true which is Jesus showing me the Bible and read it I truly believe Jesus rescued me from darkness and he will see me through this journey today has been the best day since October 3 before the Yellow Cross and I keep telling people what Jesus is doing for me he has brought my faith back and facing my doubt and the enemy toying with my mind making me fear I am God's enemy it is all a lie from the pit of hell Satan does not have that power to snatch one of God's sheep and to turn them into a goat the Bible disproves my fear life has meaning again and hope Jesus has always been there through the Word of God I was never the Antichrist John saw in Revelation the Demon Girls on the ceiling and the seven year tribulation and the abyss and being God's enemy in the millennium and going to Israel and signing a covenant with Israel for seven years was a lie from Satan he was never going to kill me he doesn't have the power to do that I never had accuse Jesus of betrayal my powerful dream at the end of the day is just a dream and one day Jesus will explain it to me when he puts a white robe on me and until that day comes I want to inspire people and let them know yes there is a Heaven and a Hell and for some strange reason in God's sovereignty he allowed me to see both destinations God is in control and he has corona virus in control it was not caused because I ended the world being the false prophet and the seven year tribulation is not imminent only God's knows and it is for him to decide not some vision in darkness by mental illness I am still covered in the Blood of Jesus in the Psych Hospital there was a nice African American man who reminded the truth every night in bed we said over and over and the fear would cease the rings around Heaven that blocked me from my dream of being with Jesus is in eternity probably was too much mario kart Jesus doesn't do that so have a Good Friday remember Jesus death on the cross and remember Satan is defeated at the cross and he can't snatch or kidnap and harm your earthly soul in reality just in fantasy the Bible is real and my doubts about God are getting better probably due to the Bible and the augmentin treating my sick brain infection I am starting to think clearly about the Bible and feel good about what Jesus did for me in my place being my propitiation in my place he was never and will never take that from me blaspheming the Holy Spirit and being the Antichrist/False Prophet and getting the Mark of the Beast swearing allegiance to Satan defying God and leaving Jesus protection all has to be a conscious choice so I am glad Jesus showed me John 6 and opened my eyes to Satan's lies and thanks for praying.
