I really praise God for giving me the desire to remain smoke-free for the last 5 months. it was not that hard at first. i was in jail for a warrant dating 4 years ago for 2 months. when i got out of jail i just didn't go back to smoking. an top of that, it's been 6 months since i gave up smoking crack. (i went through 'treatment' then turned myself in to take care of the warrant) sometimes when i'm tempted to get some drugs, fornicate, or smoke a cigarette i ask myself just how long would i plan on smoking ... would i just do it oone time and quit again, just for a day, or one week... this is not a question that i can honestly answer. this sinful nature of mine is totally unpredictable. it's easier for me just to stay in God's will.
