- Nov 4, 2005
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I was raised in the church. I graduated from a Baptist high school. I went to Bible college. But for the past year, I have been ignoring God to persue my own carnal desires. I've been dating a non-Christian. I never slept with him, but I did things I am so ashamed of. I can't beleive I gave so much of myself to him. He broke up with me Thursday b/c I wouldn't sleep with him. He ended up finding another girl who would. I feel so lost and alone. Last night I made the desicion to go back to God. I feel like a big weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I'm getting back in touch with my Christian friends. God is so amazing! I can't believe he forgave me and took me back!! PRAISE GOD!!
Now, I have to live my life. I have to live with the decisions I made. I'm afraid I'll go back and do the same things again. I don't want to. I'm so afraid I'll make the same mistakes again.
Christina
Now, I have to live my life. I have to live with the decisions I made. I'm afraid I'll go back and do the same things again. I don't want to. I'm so afraid I'll make the same mistakes again.
Christina