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I thought I could do it on my own. and what a disappointment it is to find out that you have to have med's. ): Cos honestly I thought I was fighting the good fight when my med's were giving me the strength. Well you just got to accept these thing's in life and press on. I don't want any one to think I'm a superman in any way. I take med's I fall short and humble myself in this. I even brake the law to get the med's I need to get threw the hard part's. Not encouraging anyone to do that. But this is a real disorder with real pain and I hope for me and all of you that we will get better. I don't like the idea of surpressing my OCD by med's cos what happen's if I don't have a way to get them. But ERP can be utterly traumatic expesially with someone who has done psychodelics and screwed there brain up enough to where they have moderate Schizophrenia. Sorry for the venting I hope you guy's stay strong!!!!