Hello, I am a turned homosexual and I was very much in denial till I was in 7th grade. The thought of me going to hell because of something I had no control over scared me. I quit trying to be homosexual (warning: n e further gets just a little graphic but its to help reasure me so I am sorry if n e offense is taken) I have never had sex with a male, I have however unfortuantly masturbated to a man. I knew this was wrong and I would try to quit all together but it was EXTREMELY HARD!!! I am however happy to say God has led me in the right direction and I have not mastrabated to a man for one year this November. It is steps that it takes. I have noticed through the last few months the abstanantion of my homosexual acts have left me more manly and I am beginning to have an attraction to women!!! This makes me very happy and I have asked the almighty lord for forgivness of my prior lifestlye. I think of homosexuality as a disease, the only cure is God. Its a rough road to healing and I dont think that road will ever end. But with the help of God, I am reassured he has a place up in Heaven for me.
Please leave comments letting me know if I am doing the right thing. I would really appreciate it god bless you all...