Please pray that God would lift the overwhelming sense of despair that i feel. I am afraid that I am getting close to suicidal some times but then I think of what a hassle it would be to kill myself...I mean what would my parents do? Come down to Atlanta from Indiana to pack up my rented house and do what with everything? They couldn't handle the details I'd leave behind. If it weren't for that, I would want to end it. I just feel like I'll be alone my whole life and in debt and eventually die alone. I need God to lift this depression from me...heal my neurotransmitters or whatever it is that has kept me in bondage to depression for so much of my life. I need help. Please pray for me.