Friends

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I saw my friend from the 5th grade today and he let me know that I didn't blaspheme the Holy Spirit. He said that blasphemy is not accepting Jesus as savior Lord which I have already done. I hope he is right since he is also a christian and he is headed on a mission trip to Argentina. I want to see the Lord move mountains in my life once again. I am tired of this feeling that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit in the Yellow Cross it is like a nightmare that I have no control over that is playing out before my eyes. It tells me that I am a false prophet now and it feels so real even though I know it is not real it feels so real this 666 stuff. My friend brought me great comfort today that it is all in my head and that I haven't truly blasphemed the Holy Spirit he still sees the Holy Spirit in my life and we discussed the Lamb's Book of Life I learned that no one gets their name blotted unless they change the prophecies in Revelation which I have not done. I will try to trust my friend that I have not blasphemed and relax on my faith in Jesus. He thinks it is demons lying to me trying to convince me that I have done the unpardonable sin. The Yellow Cross sure has me convinced so maybe he is on to something but there is not warning about a Yellow Cross in the bible that gives 666 which is how I know that is fake Jesus would have strong warning about the Yellow Cross and the flickering yellow light and he does not have a warning. I had no way of preparing for the Yellow Cross and the supposed temptation from Satan it was a yellow light on the Shower and on the door I had no control over my body and my friend said that I have done nothing wrong and that my eternity is secure in Jesus. I really hope he is right I have so many doubts right now I love the gospel of Jesus Christ and the Awana program it brings me so much joy watching kids want to know about Jesus. I love Jesus so much and it bothers me that I think that I am a false prophet and that somehow Satan is my brain and heart from a hallucination it feels so real. I know that I have the Holy Spirit as I care about God and his laws and I love going to Church and spending time with the word. I need to put on the full armor of God and protect my mind I know God is more powerful than this blue light in brain and the words I see on my forehead, skin, hands. I don't have the Mark of the Beast as it isn't out yet to take the yellow flickering light couldn't have been the mark of the beast my friend sees the Holy Spirit in my life and he doesn't think that I blasphemed. I really appreciate all of the prayers as I fight the Yellow Cross. I just want to live a healthy life and to be able praise God without fear. I read a verse that says confessing Jesus as Lord proves they have the Holy Spirit that verse gives me comfort that I still have the Holy Spirit. I am no longer going to give Satan the victory he wants me to focus on the blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. He wants me to feel pathetic and to feel that I have done the unpardonable sin and that I am lost cause doomed to be a false prophet. I call out to Jesus to heal my dry bones and to take this fear away my friends, family, and Church see the Holy Spirit in my life and they all tell me that I am saved and I love Christian music and faith based films. I couldn't put down Louie Giglio's book Not Forsaken it made me realize that the Yellow Cross can't separate me from the love of God and God's will be done in my life God promised to never leave or forsake and Satan wants me to feel forsaken but I know the truth and I will keep fighting.

 

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Keep fighting! God will not leave you!