Because God is good and the fact that you can't "see" the actual social values for humanity that pour out of His Goodness and Holiness means that, for some reason, you're somehow spiritually blind. The upshot of this point is that, biblically speaking, it might not necessarily be your fault, or all your fault, that you are blind to the principles of righteousness, and thus, you simply don't see good and evil as they really are.
So.........just right off the bat, I wouldn't expect you to simply "defer" to God's Will without having come to some point where you've woken up to the fact that all that you've been spoon fed to think axiologically via Post-Enlightenment philosophy is also, somehow, a diabolical farce. I would expect someone in your position to stand his/her ground in the Face of God.