I've been suffering from severe anxiety, ocd and depersonalization i got this obsessive thought now that i have to bless a lot of things before taking them, like i just started new SSRI medicine and i forgot to bless the first pill before taking it and now i feel like i've ruined the whole treatment for not doing so. Do you think God understands that it was just an honest mistake and that He understands my anxiety and ocd? Like i have these thoughts like "now the medication that you were supposed to be for a long time won't work because you didn't bless the first one" or "God is angry at me because i didn't thank Him and bless this medication before taking it" and so on. The uncertainty of it makes me nervous.