For the last 3 weeks..

[Oddish]

I have been throwing up at least once a day because I felt so guilty after binging on chocolate biscuits. I know that three weeks isn't a long time but I have started noticing the effects already - bloating, bowel problems, teeth sensitivity, drier hair, and spottier skin. I feel so gross and it has really been making me feel exhausted and weak. I didn't throw up today or yesterday, it just is too damaging to my health..yes I still get tempted but I know that I won't anymore because it isn't good for me.

I'm just going to try and eat healthier so that I won't feel guilty about eating.

 

[RuthD]

I am praying for you dear.

 

[Oddish]

Thanks, today I really felt like going back but then I made myself think of the horrible side effects which stopped me from purging.

 

[blessedmomof5]

yeah not healthy at all.....can do so much damage....but then who am i to say comin from ana?
Praying for the urges to be gone, they are all lies.....do not fall for them

Thanks, today I really felt like going back but then I made myself think of the horrible side effects which stopped me from purging.

 

[Oddish]

Well I did stop for two weeks but then started t again for a few days. Now trying not to do it again especially because my teeth are feeling sensitive and my stomach has been hurting.

 

[blessedmomof5]

im sure your throat my be sore too?
have u gone to the dr? and been totally honest with them? maybe if u haven't u need to, Bulimia is very dangerous......

Well I did stop for two weeks but then started t again for a few days. Now trying not to do it again especially because my teeth are feeling sensitive and my stomach has been hurting.

 

[Oddish]

Nope, not been to doctors.

The last week has been hard for me. There has been a lot of chocolate and sugary foods in the house . Also, it was heavy snow and ice outside so I couldn't take my long walks and now that the snow has gone I can't go out due to needing to get another asthma inhaler first and the docs don't open till wednesday

 

[Criada]

Praying for you, sweetie.
It's very good that you recognise that you have a problem - that's a huge first step.
Please try to get some professional help now, before things get worse. I know that may be scary, but it is important - you are important and you need to look after yourself.

 

[Oddish]

Okay, ever since I stopped the puking up I have been really ill. First it was problems with breathing, then lots of coughing now my throat is very sore.