this keeps getting better!! lol!!
i found out today that i have yet another kiddo w/strep--the doc thinks--again, the test was negative, but the symtoms are there... lol!! i laugh, cuz' this one is one of my teens.. she's easier to deal w/then my two 6 year olds and my 8 year old when they get sick! lol! ...
i know you guys were told about 2, i think of my kiddos w/strep.. i have a high needs child (6 yrs old) that if the congestion doesn't go away in 2 months, they will have to do surgery... i am just saying it to pray...
when i first found out it was a huge deal to me, and i was really emotional, and scared, and really upset, because i thought i had done something, or not done something, for my poor child to keep having such big lung and brain issues... but since, i have prayed about it and really been honest, not guilty w/myself. i MADE him take every single thing of medication they gave me to give him. i MADE him take fluids fluids fluids. i took him to a total of 4 doctors over the past year, and still will be a 5th if they say "surgery".. cuz' i want to check every avenue possible before i fall for the "quick fix"... i have prayed and fasted, fasted and prayed. i started w/prayer, i will end in prayer. and all my panic was just showing that i was not having faith in God's plan for us. i really believe that this is part of a plan i can't see the results to yet... and i am so much more at peace with the whole thing than i was a week ago today.
the rest of the children donot know how serious of a condition one of my children has.. they just know that he keeps getting extremely high fevers. and right now, that is all they need to know.
but again, i know this note sounds dramatic, and that's not why i wrote it.. i wrote it to say how much better i feel! how much more in God's hands i really believe i am, then when this whole thing started!
