Thank you, Irene. It was the grace of God, and that same grace will keep me as I work long hours every day between managing the home, homeschooling my daughter, and now a job. My first day, Saturday, I work from 10:30 - 9:00. I doubt I will be up at 4:30 to seek the Lord anymore, but I will seek Him first, whatever time that is. He is my life!
It was that same grace of God that enables me to love my husband and to hold my tongue from retaliation when he gets in the flesh. It also keeps me from retreating into a pity party. He reminds me of what He has said, and that Word delivers me in my hour of need. All praise be to our God and Father and to the Lord Jesus Christ.
All you ladies who prayed, you should know the Lord ministered to Him mightily last night. He repented for his harshness, as he always does, but more than that, hope and a vision was imparted to him. He claims he has received clear direction from the Lord in a business he has had trouble getting off the ground. He took a course and studied very hard to be able to buy and sell notes. The lack of funds has prevented him from advertising, but the Lord is showing him strategies now to get it moving. He came home so full of faith and comforted by the Holy Spirit after the group had laid hands on him and prayed. He said the Lord spoke to him all the way home. Am I offended that he wouldn't receive from me? No. I am thankful that he has been ministered to.
The enemy causes trouble. He says he couldn't share with me because I beat him over the head with the Bible. All I said when He was down was "God is faithful". And, "we walk by faith, not by sight" when he said he hasn't seen anything yet. I know not to say anything to him at times like that. I have been praying much and asking my friends at my Life Group on Mondays to pray for the Lord to show me how I can be a blessing to him. That has always been my goal. Years ago I stopped looking at what I want from him. I don't think about that anymore. Ever. It just doesn't cross my mind. All I desire is for him to come into the fullness of who God has intended for him and to be the wife he needs. It my responsibility to love, not be loved. God takes care of that.
Lots of good stuff has been posted by all of you. I have very much enjoyed these posts.
Great to have you sharing again, Glenda. Come whenever you can and are able.
ral, your a heart to heart kind of friend. I know I'm not alone as you identify and locate my feelings and situations so readily.
pc4, I was once married to an abusive man. I know you need much grace in your life to live victoriously. Thanks be to God He gives it in Christ Jesus! I believe you will see the desired result in your family. Justin can thank God he has you, and I believe one day he will. You are a shining light there.