Fellowship with CindyisHis (4) Part one

[Mark2010]

How devastating harsh words can be. How painful when people close to us don't understand, nor take the time, instead laughing at us.

I haven't felt like a failure in several years. I have seen areas, or I should say incidences, in which I've failed. Then I repent and move on, doing better the next time in the same situation. But now, I'm faced with feelings, strong feelings, of being a failure. A failure as a mother, and a daughter-in-law. All it took is someone close to me pointing it out, and laughing when I open my heart.

Yeah, I have felt that way more times than I can count. Part of it may be that I refuse to conform to other people's expectations of who I should be. But, yeah, have felt that way.

Anyway, please know that you have friends who love, accept and admire you.

 

[CindyisHis]

Service today was pretty intense.. I was on the floor during worship - and at the end of service when my pastor laid hands on me & prayed for me..

I have been fretting a bit about wanting to go to Lakeland. I'd love to worship God with thousands of other Spirit-filled believers - to feel the Glory of His Presence. I've been praying for direction about whether I should fly there.

Today, while I was praying & praising, God told me that I can be in His Glory anytime I want to be.. in Lakeland, in my church, in my own back yard..

I just have to be hungry.. thirsty.. I have to press in.. spend my time in Him & His Word..

Thank You Lord for Your Presence..

That is exactly right, Glenda. And as good as it was being there Friday, I have experienced as wonderful a time in the Lord at my church, and in my home. Knowing you, I'm sure you have too.

 

[Mark2010]

Hey, did you see this? I think some of you may want to know.....



Taken from freshfire site.

All summer?!?!!?

Every day?!?!?!

 

[CindyisHis]

Yeah, I have felt that way more times than I can count. Part of it may be that I refuse to conform to other people's expectations of who I should be. But, yeah, have felt that way.

Anyway, please know that you have friends who love, accept and admire you.

Thanks, Mark. Usually I throw it off quicker. I don't have the time to meditate on painful things. I don't want to live there. Thoughts just came back a few moments ago, and I felt myself going down. For a moment. Only a moment. I will not go there. I will listen to the Lord. And He has a lot to say about it.

You know, He's the only way to get through anything. Yes, Jesus is the way!

 

[J4Jesus]

Hi you two Its easy to miss posts on this new thing. How are you Mark?

 

[CindyisHis]

Yes, from what it said, I would say so. You can check it out yourself.



Hello, J4Jesus!

Hello, Angel.

For both of you.

 

[CindyisHis]

Watched some of it tonight. Cecil started fighting sleepy time. He did that last night too. So I stayed in his room for a little while walked his floor and prayed.

It worked. I got a sleeping baby now.

That's great, RENEE!

Been praying for you. Read your post on the other thread.

 

[CindyisHis]

Hi you two Its easy to miss posts on this new thing. How are you Mark?

It is. But that happened before too. I did see it, just catching up here.

How are you?

 

[J4Jesus]

I'm doing great thanks
I finally figured out how to do the character but its hard since it always shows up at the extreme left. And it takes forever to move even one piece. clicks about 25 times The items are so smalll I need a magnifying glass to see what armor it is The writing is too small too. Maybe I am finally getting 'old'?

 

[Mark2010]

It's the fashion queen!!!

Hi, J! How are you? What's happening in your world?

Have you been to Florida lately?

 

[Mark2010]

Can someone explain to me how to make a character background cover the entire square? I couldn't get mine to do that.

 

[CindyisHis]

I'm doing great thanks
I finally figured out how to do the character but its hard since it always shows up at the extreme left. And it takes forever to move even one piece. clicks about 25 times The items are so smalll I need a magnifying glass to see what armor it is The writing is too small too. Maybe I am finally getting 'old'?

Your youth is renewed as the eagles, sister.

I haven't tried messing with it yet. I haven't the time to deal with it. Right now it all seems so petty to me.

I need to get back to homeschooling. Hope to see more.

 

[CindyisHis]

It's the fashion queen!!!

She is that.

 

[J4Jesus]

Hi Mark
I keep getting errors and this is the 3rd try!

I'm no queen They didn't have anything I wanted to wear when I did this. I think they added more now.
I'm doing good.

You have to buy a backbround and put it on first then your character. But what you can do since you already got the character just "ADD" background. It will be on top but you can click layer down 3- 4 time until character is on top.Then "save"

 

[irenemcg]

Hi everyone, still absconding quite often to God TV and Lakeland, living in the glory zone

 

[J4Jesus]

I haven't the time to deal with it. Right now it all seems so petty to me.

Yes it is I was just curious about some of this new stuff.

 

[peacechild4]

Cindy! ALL SUMMER??????????? OH MY GLORY! LOL...maybe I will be able to get down there!

AMEN to the testimonies here too! Glenda..yep, that is excellent...and PC your ear! Finish the work Lord! AMEN!

Thank you.. LORD.. Yes I agree..

Thank You LORD for all these excellent reports.. and most of all for these that fellowship here.. I love them all..

 

[CindyisHis]

Yes it is I was just curious about some of this new stuff.

Of course. I like playing around with it too at times. I play games on here too. But now it all seems so long ago.

 

[CindyisHis]

Thank you.. LORD.. Yes I agree..

Thank You LORD for all these excellent reports.. and most of all for these that fellowship here.. I love them all..

Me too. What a great group!

I am so excited about your ear. Told my husband. I believe for complete healing. It's yours. Jesus bore all your sickness and disease.

 

[Mark2010]

Well, well, well. Look who's back on GOD TV? Hint: It ain't the Jerry Lewis telethon. Lasts even longer than that.