I'm feeling so lost, when I came here I thought I would make some friends. But now My PM box is empty no one seems to want to write me back. People will help me when I'm happy but when I'm sad they ignore me. I feel so alone in this world. All I want is friends, but it seems I'm doing something wrong. To make things worse my best friend says she is leaving again, and didn't say bye to me. She really hurt me, I was hurt so bad I try to hurt myself but it didn't work out too good. I wish I knew why I keep losing friends, I know I'm not the best person with my depression. I guess people don't want to be my friend because I'm always whinning, I'm trying to think postive but it's hard.