- Mar 10, 2005
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- Faith
- Protestant
- Marital Status
- Single
- Politics
- US-Democrat
So.....
Here's my "trap".
I think i'm a good person. I think i'm pretty attractive too, and intelligent, and caring.
But one thing. I suffer from depression and loneliness.
I'm a really simple person. I don't like to think about materialistic things and I just like being simple. God created me that way.
But i'm sick of being single. I know i'm still young, but for how long?
I'm not picky with men. Sure they got to be attractive, intelligent, caring, and Godly.... I have my ideal taste or whatever.
I know a lot of guys who are just eligible bachelors.
But my dpression is keeping me from thinking that I deserve anyone of them.
This is my thought process
"No one wants anyone struggling with depression, loneliness, why would he pick me?"
"He wouldn't pick me NEWAY"
"There's a lot of gorgeous, eligible women out there, that's probably so much better than me".
I hate this.
Here's my "trap".
I think i'm a good person. I think i'm pretty attractive too, and intelligent, and caring.
But one thing. I suffer from depression and loneliness.
I'm a really simple person. I don't like to think about materialistic things and I just like being simple. God created me that way.
But i'm sick of being single. I know i'm still young, but for how long?
I'm not picky with men. Sure they got to be attractive, intelligent, caring, and Godly.... I have my ideal taste or whatever.
I know a lot of guys who are just eligible bachelors.
But my dpression is keeping me from thinking that I deserve anyone of them.
This is my thought process
"No one wants anyone struggling with depression, loneliness, why would he pick me?"
"He wouldn't pick me NEWAY"
"There's a lot of gorgeous, eligible women out there, that's probably so much better than me".
I hate this.
