I have so many things I want to ask and pray for. I made these threads in the past. I believe it is really possible that a third world war will begin tomorrow. I have asked and begged Christians here for answers, but even the version of the truth here is making me feel minimalized. So, I guess one of the things left to do is that I really want to pray to Jesus/God about my feelings and how badly I want some things. I know I kind of had a "fear" of eternity in Heaven (even though "fear" is too strong of a word) because I will no longer have any drive to achieve anything. Actually, even this Earth, as many trials as we go through here, sounded more valuable than a particular vision of the afterlife. Basically, I didn't see life in heaven as having little or not any value. I do hope to God that I receive a surprising answer I never anticipated. On Earth, I really am passionate about wanting certain things, but I've been feeling minimalized, even in here.
I wonder if God has an even better answer than anyone else here, but I don't want anyone to get mad.
