feeling low

[Lily76_]

feeling so low at the moment
last night i didnt get two of my antidepressants today am feeling so bad that am suicidal nothing is making it better i have tried going for a walk but its getting dark here now so i cant do that until tomorrow
my husband has given me hugs but as soon as he up to do something i feel low again
tried talking to friends but there so busy with there own lives
my sister is busy as well want to self injure but i have no tools my husband says ill be fine just be like this until my meds balance out a few days
i cant go another day like this
been thinking of way to kill myself my husband keeps all the the meds in a box locked only he has the key and only he knows where that is
i get my perception weekly because in the past i have OD'd on my weekly meds
i dont think i can make it another day

 

[RuthD]

You can make it another day. Try to get through one moment at a time. Keep praying to Jesus to help you and believe there is hope for you. Not having the meds can make you feel awful and once you get them you will be better, hopefully. I have been there, too, and things got better for me and they can for you, too. Keep praying to Jesus.

 

[Radicchio]

I am praying for you. May your heart be calm.

 

[lyndseyb]

Hi Lily.
I'm sorry you're feeling so low.
I have severe OCD and anxiety problems. Last year I nearly had a breakdown. I just couldn't cope...and now? Well I can't lie and say I'm completely healed but I am doing better. I'd lost all hope last year. I thought that was it for me but I was wrong. I'm still here and looking back it's amazing to see how far God has brought me. Be encouraged by mine and other's testimonies. You can do this!

Don't give up.
You mentioned having a husband and friends. Think about them. They need you!
I know it's too late here in the UK to go for a walk but is there anything else you could do to distract yourself or make yourself feel better?
Pray, read, listen to worship music?

I've just said a prayer for you.

 

[miss-a]

Prayers for you, dear one. It will get better.

 

[Lily76_]

Thank you all for replying to me
i feel a bit better today talking to husband and friends helped and praying
listening to music
thank you all

 

[cap1975]

iI know how you feel. Even though I donnt have the guts to end my life, I would pray countiniously for death. Some people sees life as a good and precious, as for me I see life as a trap. Some day I will die and that is the fact that everyone knows or fails to respect.
I too am married and I have kids who live with their mother most of the time. No one gets me as how I am feeling. I ask GOD as to why I was ever born. I have in the past month to follow Jesus as a last means to help find hope in the world. I have never been a much into praying nor reading in the bible, but I am doing this as a hail mary, because if this dont work then to me it repersents that their isnt a God and what is the point of living.