Feeling like I don't belong

[peaceful-forest]

Lately, I have increasingly felt like I don't belong. I feel like it's hard to find a group of Christians to relate to. I don't really care for my co-workers. I even lost a friend at work earlier this year.

I have this great desire to relate to others and they have the same values and beliefs as me, but I'm not finding it.

I don't know what to do about it. This situation has me feeling lonely.

 

[Freth]

I grew up in a church that I considered my family. I had friends, and people I could relate to. There were other kids my age, but also adults in the church who took it upon themselves to be good role models and second parents. I was truly blessed. I grew older and the world pulled me away.

I came back to the faith thirty years later, but I no longer lived close to my home town church, having moved to another town to be close to work. At first I looked at my old church through its online presence, and considered making the drive. I decided that it had changed so much from what I remembered that I should take a chance on my local church instead. And so I did. What I found was a welcoming small congregation, and it felt like home. I'm sure it being my denomination helped.

However, my local church congregation consists mostly of families with kids younger than me and people older than me. Everyone seems to be married and have kids, or elderly, and so I haven't even tried to reach out, being a single person. The pastor is over three churches, so he isn't at the church but maybe once a month, which makes it even more difficult.

I have online friends from my denomination on this forum, and friends of other denominations too. I speak with them in private conversations here and talk with them on the various forums. I interact with people like yourself, so I'm always making new acquaintances and friends.

Outside of Christianity, I have a few old friends who are non-Christians that I spend a few hours with every Sunday playing disc golf. I have online friends that I know from my participation in various communities, but those friendships tend to stay within the community setting. Having non-Christian friends gives me a chance to witness to others by example, and through conversation.

I guess what I'm trying to say is my Christian friends are pretty much right here on the forums. It is a great place to meet people and converse. I understand that it's no replacement for a good church family, but it's something.

I know if I hadn't put myself out there, I wouldn't be where I am, so my advice is to not be afraid to try a new church, or to start a conversation with people, and get to know them. You can make friends in the most unlikely places.

If you need someone to talk to, or bounce some ideas off of I'd be more than happy to listen and give an honest view. Know that you are not alone. We are all a family in Christ.

 

[The Righterzpen]

Lately, I have increasingly felt like I don't belong. I feel like it's hard to find a group of Christians to relate to. I don't really care for my co-workers. I even lost a friend at work earlier this year.

I have this great desire to relate to others and they have the same values and beliefs as me, but I'm not finding it.

I don't know what to do about it. This situation has me feeling lonely.

I've spent just about my whole life "feeling like I don't belong" (anywhere). It aint a comfortable feeling; but I don't think it's that unusual either.

Part of my "problem" is that I'm quite the "theology nerd". And it's often hard to find people who (mostly) have the maturity to be teachable and willing to learn and "bounce ideas" off each other. But this is true in areas not related to faith too. Such as in this day and age; having discussions on opposing political issues is very difficult because there's just stuff going on in society that..... I guess people's brains are broken? Not that this sort of thing didn't exist before the pandemic; but Covid just seemed to make the phenomena worse.

So I pray and just keep reading.

Personally I think this is probably "a sign of the times" (meaning we're getting close to the end of it. After all, Jesus himself posed this question of "Will the son of man find faith on the earth when he does return?"
Good question Jesus; I don't know; but Your the omniscient One, not me!

 

[Muhan]

Lately, I have increasingly felt like I don't belong. I feel like it's hard to find a group of Christians to relate to. I don't really care for my co-workers. I even lost a friend at work earlier this year.

I have this great desire to relate to others and they have the same values and beliefs as me, but I'm not finding it.

I don't know what to do about it. This situation has me feeling lonely.

And later on
And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.

Cheer up, you haven't reached that point in time, Yet.

 

[CerebralCherub]

It can be very normal for people to feel like they don't belong, and those people typically don't broadcast this feeling to the people they don't feel they belong to, so we don't hear about it often.

I have an 'exceptionally high' IQ of 140 (I believe my parents have confirmation paperwork, I don't) and that has made me very much an outsider in regular society.

I went to a 'gifted and talented' school half of the school week and then just regular school the other half of the week.

Already, that made things weird for me as a kid.

To make matters worse, I am a woman and a very logical, pragmatic, blunt woman who doesn't share a lot of interests with other women does not make for a great social experience in childhood, adulthood or at work. I have had to really practice communication and trying to at least act like I care about mundane topics in order to not be a social pariah because my profession is very people oriented.

In addition to that, the few women I know confide in me about being neurotic, having anxiety etc and I am a problem solver so am not a good ear. If I hear that something is bothering someone, I offer solutions and kind of dismiss the person if they don't take me up on them in preference of just talking. This is not an endearing feature.

Further to that, my parents decided that my mom would work and my dad would stay home and, as a result, I was pretty much raised by a man. My IQ and my dad have meant that I'm pretty much viewed as Spock from star trek from men and women so where else can I go!

All of that to say that my IQ has been a social hinderance and I was not taught what being 'exceptional' means and how to navigate around this outside of a classroom or laboratory where the real world hangs out. As a result, I have always been an outsider and pretty lonely. My husband, whilst not a genius, appreciates me for being quirky but my daughter often tells me I need communication classes and a lot of other improvement courses to talk to people appropriately!

So, I hope you get some peace in knowing that you're not alone. We're out here but, like you, we don't tell everyone we feel like we don't belong. We kind of just get along with things. Like someone else said, this forum is great because you know others are here for you and hear you.

I hope you find some peace by sharing your circumstance and through some of the responses.

God bless!

 

[peaceful-forest]

I know if I hadn't put myself out there, I wouldn't be where I am, so my advice is to not be afraid to try a new church, or to start a conversation with people, and get to know them. You can make friends in the most unlikely places.

I know this will sound bad, but I haven't gone to church in 6 years. After I had left the Southern Baptist church I had been a member of for years, I did try a church that was the Evangelical Free Church of American denomination, and I liked it, until they had a sermon about baptism that left me confused.

I've heard from others to try other denominations, but I do not feel right about going to churches that affirm homosexuality.

During my physical church absence, I've been listening to Charles Stanley. I used to read study guides from David Jeremiah. And now I've been reading from various authors to grow my faith, like Philip B. Payne, Beth Allison Barr, Sheila Wray Gregoire, etc.

I don't know if I'll ever go back to church.

 

[peaceful-forest]

Part of my "problem" is that I'm quite the "theology nerd". And it's often hard to find people who (mostly) have the maturity to be teachable and willing to learn and "bounce ideas" off each other. But this is true in areas not related to faith too. Such as in this day and age; having discussions on opposing political issues is very difficult because there's just stuff going on in society that..... I guess people's brains are broken? Not that this sort of thing didn't exist before the pandemic; but Covid just seemed to make the phenomena worse.

I think others are less teachable than they should be. If Jesus wants to form us into the person we ought to be, shouldn't we be teachable?

I think this is my problem too. I'll notice an error in someone's Christian beliefs, but they don't agree with me. To give a real example - once in Bible study class we were going over Exodus. The teacher believed that God forced Pharaoh to sin and led him to his death. I don't believe that, because God doesn't make anyone sin (but may allow them to sin). But she insisted on her position. And she's a Bible study teacher at church.

I think there's issues in non-Christian areas as well. As you mentioned - politics.

 

[DragonFox91]

It's very, very, very hard as a Christian. Most of the people you will be introduced to don't care at all for the God of the Bible, & you are often all alone w/ them. Evangelists often won't tell you this. Jesus did.

I tend to do better w/ Christian groups. But sadly, as a single person, I feel like many Christians are often married & that can be a barrier. The other barrier I find is 'cultural Christians' - they confess w/ their mouth but don't really seem to be living it either.

 

[Richard T]

I will try a different tact. In my well-traveled life, I have found spots in the world where I do not fit in. I mean it can be a like a desert. In one place it can really be rough, in another I can flourish. Sometimes too I think that God allows one to be uncomfortable to get them to move. Just not as extreme as Jonah.
I don't condemn your lack of church involvement but you were created not just to get something out of fellowship but even more importantly to find somewhere that you can give. So whether it is a new town or your fellowship in church, I would try some new things especially with the leading of the Holy Spirit in mind. I pray you can find God's will and in it the path for more engagement with others. God bless!

 

[The Righterzpen]

I think others are less teachable than they should be. If Jesus wants to form us into the person we ought to be, shouldn't we be teachable?

I think this is my problem too. I'll notice an error in someone's Christian beliefs, but they don't agree with me. To give a real example - once in Bible study class we were going over Exodus. The teacher believed that God forced Pharaoh to sin and led him to his death. I don't believe that, because God doesn't make anyone sin (but may allow them to sin). But she insisted on her position. And she's a Bible study teacher at church.

I think there's issues in non-Christian areas as well. As you mentioned - politics.

Yes, it is difficult. It'd been 7 or 8 years now since I'd gone to any particular church with any consistency. The one church, myself and my son had been at for about a decade; we got burned really bad. He stopped going now at all too. He has a friend who's in college and he'll go with the friend to church; but isn't particularly interested in going with me.... "trying to find the right place".

There's only one church experience I'd ever had where I felt like the people there were happy to see me when I walked in the door. This was a house church, lead by a southern fellow and his wife who'd just moved into the area and were "trying out" churches in the area and just happened to run into me at one of the ones they were trying. And since I had an intense interest in studying the atonement; they asked me if I was interested in joining their group. I did and it worked out well for me.

I'd just gotten out of the military and I was extremely depressed. The fellow that ran the group worked for the Department of Defense and so he was very familiar with veterans. I had PTSD from Desert Storm. (1991 Gulf War). But also had PTSD from my childhood. His wife was very kind in trying to help me through the stuff that happened when I was a kid. She was kind of like a mom / big sister to me.

Unfortunately though, they didn't stay in the area as long as they thought they were going to. It was supposed to be a 5 year contract as his work, but it was probably only about 6 to 8 months before the DOD sent him someplace else. So they moved. Another couple in the group also moved. (They went to help her take care of her parents.) The third couple; the husband decided he wasn't saved and wanted nothing more to do with church; and so it was down to just me and one other couple. We continued to meet; just the three of us for about a month or so when they told me; they'd decided that we all probably should just try to find conventional churches.

And that was that!

Eventually we all lost track of each other and.... so many times I've wished I could track them down. But I lost the contact information and not even sure I remember their names correctly any more? They were pretty common names, so I'm not thinking I'm ever going to find them at this point, on this side of eternity. I don't even know if they are still alive. That was 30 years ago now.

Where'd the time go?

 

[JohnC101]

Try to stick around the church after service to talk to other church-goers.

May God bless all of your endeavors!