Hi everyone. Im feeling down today.
Im tryin to pray that I will be more Jesus centred than self centred. Its hard. I am self-centred and I know it and this morning I got in a mood Dave asked me to do something and I reacted! and I didnt want to do it. I beat myself up when I do wrong. I had to repent of my attitude this week with the ministry God has given us cos I wanted to be in the lime light to get attention from other people and that they would recognise me finally. Ive been let down and hurt a lot by people.
There is such a void in my life a lack of Gods love. I still dont really know his love for me. I have always struggled in this area. Ive had such a lack of love from my parents they couldnt give it to me. I like it when people say loving things to me and I feel bad that sometimes I meditate on it. Its like im trying to feel a gap. Please pray for me. thankyou.
Im tryin to pray that I will be more Jesus centred than self centred. Its hard. I am self-centred and I know it and this morning I got in a mood Dave asked me to do something and I reacted! and I didnt want to do it. I beat myself up when I do wrong. I had to repent of my attitude this week with the ministry God has given us
cos I wanted to be in the lime light to get attention from other people and that they would recognise me finally. Ive been let down and hurt a lot by people.There is such a void in my life a lack of Gods love. I still dont really know his love for me. I have always struggled in this area. Ive had such a lack of love from my parents they couldnt give it to me. I like it when people say loving things to me and I feel bad that sometimes I meditate on it. Its like im trying to feel a gap. Please pray for me. thankyou.
