Feeling doomed

[Angeleyes7715]

I'm only functioning on nausea pills. I have 7-11 months of school left and I'm self employed and I'm sick all the time. I'm only back in school cause my science degree couldn't get me a job. Im in the US. I have no savings it all goes to rent. My SO was just laid off our state is at will. I'm like what am i gonna do.

I have 3-5 days for my pills to ship here I can't pick them up they take the edge off but I'm like how am I gonna take care of this baby at all!

And no it wasn't really planned.

I can try to get another low wage pharmacy job maybe work from home and take calls in between throwing up. I'm just like I hate that i live in the U.S. right now. And hate that im pregnant. Not smart at all. I'm so mad some women arent sick at all and I have extreme sickness.

 

[Angeleyes7715]

Does it really matter? I am sick and pregnant throwing up all the time. I have a significant other. That's what I have. My marital status doesn't change my severe pregnancy sickness.

 

[Lost4words]

Obviously you have consulted your doctor?

 

[Angeleyes7715]

Obviously you have consulted your doctor?

I saw my obgyn they gave me bonjesta. The medicine kind of helps but I have I to andtake it twice a day and on bad days i still vomit i take 700mg of chamomile in pill form 4 times a day also. I made an appointment with my primary care for the 20th of this month that's more than 2 weeks away it's the earliest they have. I'm out of medicine for 3-5 days. I basically just vomit or dry heave all day. I'm useless while sick. I'm pretty sure this isn't just your normal "morning sickness" it has to be HG.

 

[Lost4words]

I saw my obgyn they gave me bonjesta. The medicine kind of helps but I have I to andtake it twice a day and on bad days i still vomit i take 700mg of chamomile in pill form 4 times a day also. I made an appointment with my primary care for the 20th of this month that's more than 2 weeks away it's the earliest they have. I'm out of medicine for 3-5 days. I basically just vomit or dry heave all day. I'm useless while sick. I'm pretty sure this isn't just your normal "morning sickness" it has to be HG.

Cant you get an emergency appointment?

 

[JCFantasy23]

I'm sorry for your nausea. I know some women have severe nausea with pregnancy. Will send up a prayer for you. Can't imagine how rough it is.

 

[Sy89ian]

This is the time usually people would feel very depressed and unsure of what to do. Any form of escapism may seem to just as good as the guided method of handling difficulties in life.

I happened to watch this video and although it is about alcoholism, it explains the very crucial reason why people fall for unhealthy coping mechanism