So I was hanging out with a Christian friend of mine today when she saw some sort of game exhibit featuring witches, things that looked occult-ish, etc. and wanted us to go in and participate. I said no, but she insisted and prodded, so, against my better judgment, I caved in and we went in and participated in the thing (it was some sort of thing featuring games of Harry Potter, occult-ish looking symbols, people dressed as witches, etc.)
Now I feel really spiritually bad about it, hours later. What should I do?
"Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will." Romans 12:2
Important verse for you. If you feel you sinned against God, then go to God and ask forgiveness - then move past it with the strength of Christ..
peer pressure is real, and when your younger it's easy to fall prey to its influence because you want to fit in and not be the weird one.
When I was younger I had a job and at this place of employment people would be laughing, joking and talking until I would walk in, and then there was dead silence.. happened daily and I felt there was something about me that caused it.
One day it bothered me so greatly that I finally asked why everyone became so quiet whenever I walked into a room, and was told that I was like a nun (I wasn't a nun, but was simply very religious which apparently showed), and everyone was afraid to say something that would offend me since I was so religious..
Literally, they were afraid to tell an off-color joke around me - so weird.
I went through times in my life I wanted to hide my faith, and times I decided to just show it and be happy and not try to be like other people, and oddly this incident was during a time I was hiding my faith; apparently it wasn't exactly hideable..
So just be you, don't let others determine what you do, but rather, determine your own course and follow it because it's as much a part of you as is your hair.. if you want to say no you don't want to do something, then just don't do it.
Tell your freinds you enjoy their freindship, but there are things you will and won't do, and if they care to do some things, then your happy to find your own way home alone..