In short, recently I felt led to fast and pray for 30 days. I've broken the fast early 2 or 3 times already. At around day 3.
My issue is that I feel so pointless on this fast. Whether listening to the Word, praying, journaling, meditating.... I don't feel like I hear Him. I know others say that they become more sensitive to His voice. I'm not having that experience right now. I feel like I'm checking boxes and not getting anywhere.
Hello,
I just fasted for the first time last week and wanted to share with you about how it went for me so that maybe it will help encourage you a little.
My wife and I needed an answer to something that has to do with her future job.
My wife was having a tough day. The night before we went to sleep we prayed hard for about an hour and read a few scriptures.
The next morning while I was driving to work I thought about the idea of fasting. I have never done it before so I reached out to my friend who is a pastor about how to do it. I also reached out to one of my mentors who sent me a few videos about fasting in the past.
I start work at 7AM and carry a prayer journal.
In my prayer journal I meditated and prayed about
Mark 11:23
"I tell you THE TRUTH, you can say to this mountain,
'may you be lifted up and thrown into the sea,' and IT WILL HAPPEN.
But you MUST REALLY BEALIVE IT WILL HAPPEN and have NO DOUBT IN YOUR HEART".
The rules I had was no water until 3PM and no meal until 7PM.
I wrote down that I will not stop this fast until we get a response about her job.
I was ready to go as long as I had to.
I didn't tell my wife or anyone about this fast. I kept walking around work and repeating this in my head and out loud.
By around 6PM that same day my wife texted me that she got an email response about her job.
This was my first fast and it lasted less than 12 hours!!! I could not believe this and before this fast I asked for clarity of a couple other things and they were all answered the following days/week.
Just wanted to share this with you so that it may help give you a better idea.
Miracles happen today.