I have ocd and asperger's. I'm not sure if this will change my circumstance but here I go. I've been having extreme struggles with my faith lately. I did not grow up in a Christian home but I turned to Christ due to my own experiences, studying history and testimonies of evil spirit attacks stopped by speaking the name of Jesus. I've been having doubts lately which makes me question if I ever believed at all in the first place. I struggle with just about everything in the gospel, from believing that I am inherently evil, to believing that Jesus is God and that he died for my sons are rose again the third day. I feel like it would be incredibly easy for me to become an atheist and that terrifies me. I don't want God to be fake or go to hell because of my unbelief. I remind myself why I became a christian in the first place but that does not seem to help. I feel I am possessed or beyond helping, please what do I do?