Gotcha. Uh...yes...I called myself an atheist. And yes to your second question above.
Excellent, so why did you prefer reason to faith ( before your conversion, of course) as a valid method for determining truth from falsehood? Conversly, why did you see faith later as a more valid method? In other words , how did faith come to yield more truth value in your eyes?
Yes and yes. One thing to consider...if indeed there is a relationship between age and wisdom...is that I was only 17 at the time. Having known him beforehand and having seen the changes take place in his life was proof-enough for me. I guess I was a lazy atheist.
What kind of questions do you remember asking?
And it depends on what you mean by wisdom and in what context. Wisdom in relation to what? So let me get this straight, seeing your friend adopt turn into a believer and changing his life around was compelling enough evidence for the existence of God? It was compelling enough evidence to go ahead and make the positive claim that you know what constructed the universe, how life started , how life became so diverse, the relationship between quantum and Newtonian and Eisensteinian mechanics ( which still baffles scientists) ? In other words , the evidence provided by your friends changes in his personal life was enough to make you far more knowledgeable than some of the most distinguished professors in the sciences?
Because thats what a belief in God , and a believe of God's actives in the Bible infer. Any Christian then with at least a rudimentary understanding of the Bible actually fundamentally knows more about physics , biology, chemistry, cosmology, astrophysics, geology, medical science, than the top people in these respective branches of science. In case you're wondering why I'm saying that, its very simple, biblical knowledge makes positive claims of certainty about fundamental questions about reality that science is humble enough not to admit certainty on, i.e. , bible readers are more knowledgeable about physics than a physicist.
Of course the logical analytical part of your brain right now is looking at the absurdity of that so you're going to have to make up some rationalization for faith-based certainty claims, which doesn't stem from the logical-analytical part of your brain.
I have no skepticism at all about the vision. I had never experienced anything like it before...I haven't experienced anything like it since. I went to bed an atheist and woke up a believer. It was just as real...to me...as what I'm experiencing right now...typing...but WAY more cool.
Sounds pretty dramatic and profound. I would've figured as a rational thinking human being you would naturally turn skepticism on a vision like that. If I woke up from sleep right now and I saw a 'demon' which told me my mother will pass away this morning and I as so scared, so frightened, woke up in a cold sweat trembling, I wouldn't believe it to be true without understanding that I had a profoundly moving dream which was able to invoke very passionate emotions within me. Would my mother die the next morning, I don't know , its a possibility but not probable and even less probable that a dream in my mind had anything to do with it.
I guess not? Funny how God works...
Well at least you understand no intelligent and rational thinking person is going to believe it was anything other than a dream.
I agree. But this is how it went-down none-the-less. Probably to make it harder for people to accept. The Bible says it takes faith to please God. I'm not defending it...it is what it is.
Perhaps its difficult for you to accept that such a profoundly moving dream was actually , indeed , just a dream, a contrivance of your vivid imagination. Of course it takes faith to 'please' let alone believe in god. One must let go of all their common sense and rational faculties and faith achieves this.
If it was a dream I would have been skeptical...and if it didn't change me to the core...I would have been skeptical. It was like I was reprogrammed...overnight.
So the less profound something is, it doesn't deserve as much skepticism or no skepticism at all? I would've figured for an atheist that rejected faith based methods of truth seeking this is a no-brainier. The more profound an event, the more skepticism it warrants. Think of skepticism not as some banal position, but rather a 'filter' that you can test a theory, hypothesis, or concept with.
I know. It is hard to accept...
Like I said, it might be hard for you to accept that your dream had no grounding in reality.
...wasn't a dream. I'm so confident in that I'd take a bullet in the head for it. I know that drives you crazy...I'm sorry.
Doesn't drive me crazy but I know the power of faith can drive one to become bullet sponges ( i.e. fighting for god's purpose in the U.S. army or something).
Maybe he didn't choose me to be a messenger. Maybe that is just what I think. One thing is for sure though...he did choose to make himself known to me and I can't put in words how awesome it is.
But you basically inferred that you were compelled by the same dream or 'revelation' to go spread the word about your experience.
...yup...I'd take a bullet in the head. I'd probably take something more painful and prolonged...but I REALLY don't want that.
But the fact that you would reveals something very important. The potential manipulating effects of faith to the point of one willing to kill themselves over it. The Muslims actually bring this into fruition with suicide bombers.
The proof was given to me for me...and I believe for me to tell others. Some will accept it...some won't.
Sure, some will accept on faith. Meaning they are not critical thinkers , much less free thinkers, and will accept any touching and moving story as some kind of objective grounding for reality. The people that wont appeal to reason, not faith.
Agreed. It is very difficult to reconcile the God of the OT with what the Apostle John wrote (if he was the one that actually authored the Gospel of John)...that is..."God is love". O.k. And what is love? Paul tells us in 1 Corinthians 13. So...yes...hard to believe that the God that commanded the killing of 'sucklings' is worth of anything but fear...and the NT tells us that "there is no fear in love".
Well, if John really did write the John Gospel, no evidence supports that John was a contemporary of Jesus and likely wrote it at least several decades after Jesus' supposed death. Which makes it even less reliable btw. Incidentally, some of these atrocious acts I mentioned are also found in the NT. The NT is very much like a 'Diet' version of the OT. The Jews and Muslims prefer the strongman god of the OT, Christians would also like the 'Jesus is my buddy' soft-spotted god of the NT. This is why Nietzsche called Christianity a 'weak' ( as in pansy) religion compared to the older ones. But you're comment here presents an interesting question: Do you love god because god is good or do you love good because god is powerful?
Not really...but yes...I do have faith that Jesus rose from the dead.
Everything you know about Jesus and the biblical account of your religion is the information allowed to publish by the Roman Catholic Church.
This is getting a bit like a Care Bears episode.
