Every little thing

[ChristsDisciple]

Just thought i would see if anyone else is like this/or ever does this?

Almost every night i'll lie in bed and just can't sleep until I know everything in my room is just right. I'll be getting more and more tired that my eyes play tricks on me, and i'll keep having to get out of bed to straighten up posters on my wall, over and over again becuase every time I manage to persuade myself there aren't straight, and cant sleep till they are.

And I'll re-arange all the furniture in the early hours of the morning to see if it will look better a different way. My curtians have to be a certain way to before I can sleep.

I'm starting to annoy myself with it all now, I need a good nights sleep!

 

[ChristsDisciple]

ok...just me then. Now i feel even more stupid!

 

[seajoy]

ok...just me then. Now i feel even more stupid!

Nope...not just you. I check the dresser drawers to see if there are any clothes poking out of them.

Sometimes I leave them that way...just for therapy! It's hard though. But try it, it works. Leave one poster crooked, let the anxiety happen...then try going to sleep.

Have you seen a psychiatrist? Please do, before things get out of hand.

seajoy

 

[wiggsfly]

It definately ain't just you. Mine manifests itself different but I have pretty much the same problem.

 

[ChristsDisciple]

At least im not alone then. I dont really want to see a psychiatrist cos chances are they will just make me try to stop, I'd rather just have everything perfect and get some sleep then stay awake cos i cant take my eyes off the crooked poster. I duno...