I agree with you on this very much. Just recently in my family we lost a love one to cancer. He struggled with it for 5 or 6 years. At the beginning of his illness (death warrant), he did not have faith or any belief in God or that there was a God. Near the end of his life, his faith in God was stronger than most Christians. His wife died a month before he did and he got up and said her Eulogy. Her Eulogy by him was inspirational and we all wept because this man spent most of his life rich and well to do and a happy go lucky kinda of guy. A good and kind and decent hearted person, but NO FAITH or BELIEF in any type of God.
After his death, his father and mother confessed their own faith in God and I believe that this was inspired by their son. They are not Catholic and please join me and my dh in praying for them, but they are "thinking" about God.
The wife that passed away before her husband did grow up Catholic and hopefully, I will see her again in heaven (or Purgatory). The husband who died and left two adult sons behind... Now their sons are asking my dh questions about God and the Catholic faith... So, please join us in prayer for them too.
We don't know why there is pain and suffering here on earth, but we do know that we are not alone. I liked what someone said about "giving it up to the Cross".
Most of the time, I'm not afraid of dying, but then there are moments of uncertainty... Then I think about this man and his wife and I'm not scared anymore.
What is death anyway? Death to me is separation from heaven and the Saints and being dead in Christ. So, I'll live as long as God wants me to and my flesh will die when it is my time, but my spirit will live on in Christ. I will not fear death here on earth, for I know to die here on earth is to be present with God in heaven.
I also starting to think about something else. The moment that we are born, we start to die. Life is a process of living and dying...
God's Peace,
D'Ann