don't want to fall back

[Mayflower1]

I get tired of depression and fighting it. I take my medicine on time, I went through these programs. It has all done me a world of good. but lately I have been falling back. like all I want to do is sleep. I quit one of my jobs, but was fired at the same time, because I just didn't get up and go. I was too tired. I had considered quitting. just I crashed instead. and when I told my boss I was feeling depressed he didn't believe me. Because it fell on july fourth. I see a doctor monday. I hope she can help because I don't want to go back when I have gone so far. I have just not been feeling good at all. I have dropped out of a lot of the activities I have been doing, though I have started being the sunday school teacher for the kids at church again. part of me is just exhausted and doesn't want to do anything. and the other part is saying I do too much. I don't know where on the spectrum I really am. the meaning of this post? I just need prayer. I know about depression. I know a lot of coping skills. it is up to me now to just fight past it. I just get tired of the feeling off and on.

 

[Jeshu]

Yes I can understand that you don't want to fall back. I have really done well as well and hope to find some work soon, after 18 years of illness, I wouldn't want fall back either.

The best is to keep applying your skills and see if you can get through this hard time without loosing more.

Hoping you will stay on top of it.