Don't know what to do

[Omceer]

This week is already turning out to be horrible for me.

I got news on Sunday night that a friend of mine, Kris, took his own life on Saturday, and I just got confirmation that he is still alive.
And yesterday I got news that a good friend of mine, Tyler, died last night. He was in a coma for a few days.
But it appears today the doctors found some brain activity since he was never disconnected from anything, but they say the chances of his survival are very slim to none.

It feels like I'm very close to the edge again. To the edge of my stress limit. I am seeing a counselor on Thursday, and I'm praying I can hold on to the fragile sliver of sanity that I have left.

:/

 

[Criada]

That is enough to make anyone stressed!
Praying for you and for your friends.
Hang in there... you can get through this... God has you, brother.

 

[Winter]

I'm sorry to hear this. This must be breaking your heart.

Keeping you and your friend in my prayers ....

 

[rachel22]

praying for God to comfort you at this painful time

 

[plumsink]

Praying for your strength in this terribly tough time.

 

[John B Jr.]

lay down and cry if you need to, keep asking God for strength in Jesus name

 

[Omceer]

I cried a lot last night.
I got the news relatively late last night that Tyler has officially been declared deceased. Its a lot harder when you think someone's dead, but they aren't and you have hope, but then they do die, just a day later. It hurts in so many ways.

I'm seeing a counselor tomorrow, although it has/had nothing to do with this tragedy. It's more to talk about what to do about my drug recovery and my suicidal tendencies and everything.

I kind of want to sit down and talk face to face with someone right now, anyone. Just say everything that's on my mind. Get it all out there.

In case you guys are wondering, thats a picture of Tyler there in my signature.

 

[miss-a]

I'm so sorry for your pain, but I am also very glad that you are doing just what the Scripture says, grieving (a healthy, necessary process), but grieving as one who has hope, the knowledge that you will see Him again. YOu make your Father in Heaven proud.

You will get through this with your mind in tact, just as the Bible says you have been given, "power, love and a sound mind" and the "mind of Christ." Keep telling yourself that.

I'm praying that your session tomorrow is everything you need it to be.

Blessings, A

 

[John B Jr.]

God will get you through this, just pray for him to get you through this day.

 

[plumsink]

He is a handsome man. It is tragic to die so young.

God bless you and help you with your counciling and recovery.

 

[Criada]

I am sorry, brother. It must be hard to have to deal with the loss twice in that way!
Praying that God will hold and comfort you, and all of Tyler's family and friends.