dont know what to do anymore

[Lily76_]

i dont know what to do anymore ...falling apart because of OCD thoughts and voices etc
no posted here in a while but i keep editing the posts

sorry am so messed up

 

[Jeshu]

don't worry about it sister. At least you can hear the wicked and hate their bad life be of good comfort some people love their lies so much that they serve them as god.

Best is to keep giving those compulsive thoughts to Jesus and ask Him to teach to learn to understand how the same thought(s) pestering you can bring forth fresh water or salty water the choice is yours.

If you look at Jesus and not the thoughts pestering but rather share them with Him and how you feel bout it and don't take the thoughts or your responses to them back again after that - Jesus will turn it to good and make the salty water fresh.

So the more the negativity speaks within you and the more you connect that to God's positives through faith in Jesus and His loving truth the more He will turn your current suffering upside down and bring good forth out of it. Just see what God's loving truth brings sparks alive and hold onto that instead of the misery those lying thoughts bring.

Godless Heartless Lies Ruling!

Surely the god of this world has no heart,
nor a loving Son called Jesus - The Christ?

Rather fornicating with the harlot in our flesh,
fathering selfish bastards into our existence!

Doomed sons of lawlessnesses robbing Good Life,
bringing God's Judgement and Bad Life to us all!

Those lies the devil uses to rule over right wrongly
always accusing the chosen of wrong through the dragon!

Woe to The Truth of those fires raging, is the lie living,
a loveless world devouring goodness and truth within!

 

[rob_aston]

i dont know what to do anymore

today you shall hear His voice

 

[byhisgrace7]

i dont know what to do anymore ...falling apart because of OCD thoughts and voices etc
no posted here in a while but i keep editing the posts

sorry am so messed up

I am praying for you. God loves you!!

 

[faroukfarouk]

i dont know what to do anymore ...falling apart because of OCD thoughts and voices etc
no posted here in a while but i keep editing the posts

sorry am so messed up

Reading God's Word prayerfully every day can be a huge blessing. John 14.1-27 is a very strengthening passage for the believer, as is Psalm 46.

 

[Lily76_]

i want to live for Jesus i want to be saved but there are things to do with my gender identity issues are getting to
me i have started to go to a LGBT Church and am getting a lot of support from them and i love it there
i want to be saved but i feel like i have to choose between my gender identity issues and Jesus

i have OCD aswell i am thinking am evil

 

[Tempura]

If it was about what we can do, none of us would be saved. Give thanks to God, love your neighbor and continue to hope in Christ's name. Whenever we stray from that simple path, we start to burden ourselves with useless worries and thoughts.

It's also good that you're aware of your OCD. Don't mistake your condition for God.

 

[Lily76_]

thank you
i see my psych on Monday ...unsure what she will say about me feeling like this

 

[plumsink]

I hope this suggestion will be helpful to you as it has been for me.

Get yourself either some rosary beads or an orthodox prayer rope. Now you may thinking this is strictly a Catholic thing or an Orthodox thing I am telling you - bear with me, it isn't. I am neither Catholic nor Orthodox (nor any other division,) and I am not asking you to pray a Rosary on these beads/rope. You'll be praying what is called the Jesus Prayer. You can get rosary beads cheap or even free if you ask the right people, if nothing else you can buy them on Amazon. Or get the prayer rope if you like it better, though these are often not quite as inexpensive.

Okay, so on the cross part say the Lord's Prayer (Our Father who art in heaven....) On each of the beads say this:

"Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner."

So you say that on one bead and move to the next one until you have done the whole strand. Start out by doing this once a day every day, but do it more than that if it makes you feel better to do it.

Now this may seem pointless, but bear with me. What happens if you do this regularly is, you start doing it even when you aren't on the beads, just doing your work or whatever you do. You may have heard the saying "idle hands are the devil's workshop?" Well that goes for your mind too. Minds that aren't kept on God are kept on other things, maybe bad things.

Trust me on this, it helps, and you will start saying it mentally as you go through your day, with or without the beads. Another thing that is good to do and joyful as well is to chant or sing "Kyrie eleison" which is just Greek for "Lord have mercy." You can see youtube videos of people chanting/singing this, but sing it how you like. This one particularly sticks with me and I often find myself chanting it to myself without even knowing that I am.

Peace be with you.

 

[Far Side Of the Moon]

I hope your okay...

 

[Lily76_]

thank you all for replying
i saw my psych on Monday and she moved my medication around
been feeling very low
i do have a rosary witch i can use ...thank you plumsink for the suggestion i think its a great idea
... am going to a service at the hospital near where i live for a service thats open to out patients and patients
hopefully it will help going food shopping after

 

[plumsink]

I hope things are okay. I was feeling a little blue yesterday and thought how true it is that God draws close to us in adversity, and adversity makes us want to draw closer to God. God alone endures.

Peace Sister.