Does God deliver from apathy and laziness.

[dabro]

These are the two things I struggle with the most. Probably one of the reasons i want to leave the faith and go back to drug using. I can't take all the bottled up emotion anymore.......I used to be really skinny, now I'm really fat. Like On ten psych meds that don't help and it feels like the life has been sucked out of me. IDK where I am going anymore. IDK what to do with me life. I can't focus. Doctors just want to screw me over it feels like

 

[dabro]

I scream I need to be SAVED!!!!

 

[joshuanazar]

Have you accepted the gift of salvation from Jesus Christ? If so, then give him everything. Give him every addiction, every fear, every single hurt that you have. All he wants you to have is himself. Take Jesus and give everything else to him. He is life, joy, strength, peace, hope, and love. He loves you so much.

 

[bigo1984]

Well. God did give me a job and I have held it for two and half years. Before I didn't work and never held a job for longer than a month.

 

[Messy]

Yes God set me free from it. I could not pray and remembered Chinese kids from an orphanage had seen those lazy demons hanging next to someone who was too lazy to pray. I repented and He set me free. I also watched Derek Prince and T.B. Joshua praying on youtube.
There are psychiatric patiënts in Holland that couldn't be helped who went to T.B. Joshua and got set free.
I stopped medication, 8 oxazepam a day and antidepressants, at once without getting side effects. That stuff didn't work with me. The problem was demonic in my case and God set me free.

 

[Neogaia777]

Be praying for you Dabro...

God Bless!

 

[Neogaia777]

These are the two things I struggle with the most. Probably one of the reasons i want to leave the faith and go back to drug using. I can't take all the bottled up emotion anymore.......

If there are meds, that you couldn't or wouldn't abuse, that would help with your condition, try them out... Are you currently seeking counseling or do you have a med nurse?

Don't bottle up emotion!, seek a healthy outlet for your feelings, sometimes just sharing with someone, your bottled up feelings, can you share them with anyone? Remember, you can always go to Christ in prayer(s) and share and empty yourself of emotional feelings with him, it only requires the faith that he is (there, here) (in Spirit with us...)

I used to be really skinny, now I'm really fat. Like On ten psych meds that don't help and it feels like the life has been sucked out of me. IDK where I am going anymore. IDK what to do with me life. I can't focus. Doctors just want to screw me over it feels like

I'm worried about you "bottling up" emotion...

Certainly we should exercise some measure of self-control over our feelings, but you have to find a healthy outlet for those feelings and those feelings need to be shared and expressed with someone, if Christ is insufficient for you, then a trusted tried and true friend, or a professional human counselor or something...

My prayers are with you Dabro,

God Bless!