It's hard to tell if I'm good at drawing. Maybe drawing goofy cartoons, but I can never draw realistic. Realistic takes a lot of math/measuring, sometimes cartoons need a little measuring. But it's so hard to stick to it sometimes. For some reason I seem to be more 'free' when I play the piano. It's like nothing can stop me, but I don't know how I can serve God with it since I'm not like a pro at it. I feel like I belong to the music category but then I don't. Long ago (when I was a kid) my music teacher yelled at me for singing out of tune. She never showed me how to sing! Ever since, I felt that it's too good to be true that I can get into music. I know that's not true, but it's hard to find someone who can believe in me since music seems to be only for people who are already a pro at it. Drawing seems to be more welcoming than music, but still I just don't belong to the drawing category.