I wanted SO much to stay in bed. But, I got a call from my friend and she said, she wanted me to get ready so she could take me out. I told her, "I am NOT WELL!" She said, "thats just it, you have to go out to get better." So, she picked me up cause I just can't drive now, anyways, we went to eat, and there was this guy on the other booth. My goodness, the whole time, he would not stop looking at me. I don't mean in a cheepy way, but just how he looked at me. It felt really good. I guess, I felt desirable by someone outside of the internet (sorry
) and it just made me feel better. Maybe, I should not be so hard on myself, and just let time heal as it should.