Until recently I've generally 'thought' my prayers rather than verbalising sometimes writing them down feels more focused than thinking or speaking them. I don't like my voice and I think there's a little fear or embarrassment of being overheard too, silly I know.
My focus point for this post is more about praising out loud. When a worship song or Scripture massage comes into my head it's out my mouth or on here typed before I really think about it. I find myself typing out God bless you and Praise the Lord! More since I've been here than I ever thought or said out loud offline. I like it, I want to keep doing it, it's liberating but a part of me feels silly and laughs at myself and feels weird about it like it's unnatural I guess I'm not used to it yet. It's joyful but jolting.
I hope this is a common thing or phase people go through even a believer needs an awkward growing finding themselves stage I guess. I feel like a hypocrite but I think my flesh is just uncomfortable that my spirit is stretching its limbs.
My focus point for this post is more about praising out loud. When a worship song or Scripture massage comes into my head it's out my mouth or on here typed before I really think about it. I find myself typing out God bless you and Praise the Lord! More since I've been here than I ever thought or said out loud offline. I like it, I want to keep doing it, it's liberating but a part of me feels silly and laughs at myself and feels weird about it like it's unnatural I guess I'm not used to it yet. It's joyful but jolting.
I hope this is a common thing or phase people go through even a believer needs an awkward growing finding themselves stage I guess. I feel like a hypocrite but I think my flesh is just uncomfortable that my spirit is stretching its limbs.