alphanoodle
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alphanoodle, you have a tremendous love as well as a great respect for brothers and sisters who are on this forum. Your posts are thought out and very personal and if someone is going to slam you for what you write instead of lovingly debate you then may our Lord and Savior forgive them. Keep up with the Bible reading. One of my favorite passages lately has been Ezekiel 36:22-Ezekiel 37. Beautiful. v.5 "Thus says the Lord GOD to these bones: Behold I will cause breath to enter you, and you shall live." v.14 "And I will put my Spirit with in you, and you shall live, and I will place you in your own land. Then you shall know that I am the LORD; I have spoken, and I will do it, declares the LORD." Keep up the heartfelt posts. I believe you make our Savior smile.![]()
Your words are far, far too kind. Unfortunately I no longer contribute to this thread, so it was just by chance that I saw your entry today. After looking around I just noticed that there are too many battles going on, and too many negative words being spoken in this forum, EVEN IN THE PERSECUTION THREADS!!!, where I went to get myself back on track. How sad. People are so busy making personal attacks, that they aren't even addressing the original subject anymore, or scripture for that matter, or even God! Everything has become horizontal, as if God no longer exists or matters. My heart cannot bear it anymore. I cannot make an impact. Why would they even have a section devoted to apologetics anyway? The Calvinists have created their own invitation only forum so they can preach to the choir without being slandered by their brethren. Do words like brother or sister even mean anything in the body of God?
I want to 'present every man perfect in Christ', to build up, not tear down, to remind, not evade, to stir up every believer unto love and good works, and even more as I see the day approaching. These are not optional mandates.'They will know we are christians, not by our perfect unessential doctrine, but by our love' for love is of God, and God is love. He who loves, has been perfected in God, and God in him. Isn't that beautiful doctrine?
Love is the fulfillment of the law. Be perfect as your Father in heaven is perfect. He makes his sun to shine on the just and the unjust. How shall we ever find the power to overcome the evil offenses of our enemies, and overcome our natural inclination to hate them, if we cannot show love for our brothers who love us? What an odd theology we embrace.
As for me, I spent many years in a cult, and they told us that we were the ONLY ones with the truth [then I met several other cults who made the same claim!], the only ones to be saved. Having been an antichrist, alien worshipping, eastern mysticism practicing atheist before, this idea that all these new found, SINCERE, fellow believers in Jesus were to be damned (This includes everyone on this forum) caused my heart a restless grief. I searched history books about the church and couldn't understand how it was that the very people who were burned at the stake for having brought the bible down to us, were going to hell since the weren't born before our cult was created! My heart was so overflowing for Christ that anyone who had even the faintest affinity for the name brought caused my heart to explode with love for them. I was never satisfied with knowing just one church full. I had to visit every church, and every saint 'ON A DAILY BASIS'. One of my brothers actually reprimanded me because i did not follow Solomon's counsel and 'remove my foot from my brother's house lest he grow weary of me and hate me.' When I argued that we don't love each other enough, he exclaimed, 'You see me every day!!!' You would think I'd grasp that logic, but instead, in my youthful zeal and ignorance of human culture, I replied, 'Well maybe I should visit twice a day!'
Ironically, it was through my refusal to disassociate myself from other believers, no matter what church, that God was able to set me straight. But even then I merely divided my time between my old cult congregation, and my evangelical church - learning truth from one in the morning, and arguing with an entire church in the evening. But you know, they still loved me. So when I see people here who claim to have such correct doctrine, and yet not a kind word out of high esteem for God's lambs, it is more than I can bear.
It is abject and egregious sin and evil, from Satan the murderer. For, to hate is to murder, and no murderer has eternal life living in him! Those who claim to know scripture so perfectly have a very ironic disregard for the essential, central things commanded by God in it! I refuse to be out-loved by cults and 'isms'. I refuse, because LOVE is my Father, dwelling in me. Whether I drive, or speak, or worship, this is my creed. This is my doctrine. This is my fear of God. This is my nature in the spirit.
Anyway, I have visited possibly hundreds of churches since my awakening, and I have friends who are of literally every denomination, cult, and ethnicity. I was my happiest when I belonged to a Chinese, and later to a Guamanian church. Actually two Chinese churches. One was hyper conservative, the other apostolic. I love apostolic believers. My evangelical brethren used to gather in circles to condemn then. Me too. One day I decided (by the grace of God alone) to go walk in another man's sandals before I made a condemnation. I was too far from the issue to really make a just charge. Then I found myself just walking down the street for dozens of miles, adding a different church to my itinerary for each day of the week. If I had no place to go for that night, I just walked until I found an open door, and added them to my schedule.
I realized by this, that I was wrong in my belief that the miracles no longer exist; not because I saw any among them, (although a brother had a prevision of me entering the church moments before I did; not to mention God gave me many prophecies before and since), but because I just didn't see a single place in scripture where Jesus or the apostles said there would be a cut off date in later centuries. In America few realize that all around the world, in persecuted lands, the miracles are in full effect, and often are the cause of salvation to these unchurched peoples.
Oddly enough, none of my apostolic brethren had a clue that I was not one of them (but I am one of them). They assumed that I too spoke in tongues, but I had prayed for years for this, and many hands were laid on me, and not even a tingle.
When I asked God the reason, He told me, 'The miracles are not proof of my Spirit. The FRUIT of the Spirit is proof.' Demons can imitate the miracles, and they do, but they simply cannot fake divine love, peace, mercy, humility, gentleness, long-suffering, self control, and perseverance under persecution, to name a few. So, before they found out that I was an evangelical by origin, they all told me that I was 'full of the Spirit'. I only emphasized that they be born again. They could not match my evangelism ministry, and this was what made them respect me since.
The funny note I'll end on is that before I heard any sermon condemning it, I used to think that Jesus Christ Superstar was the most accurate and beautiful portrayal of Jesus and his disciples that ever was. I used to feel ashamed until I watched it again, and I now I feel it even more strongly! I never fail to weep when I see it.
You're welcome to add your testimony (lengthy and detailed as you like) to my page. Maranatha!
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