Bevlina, praise God He's given you eyes to see. My family is so disgusted with the lukewarmness of so much of the church, we have to worship at home on Sunday mornings with each other. We pray, sing worship songs along with the stereo, and watch the Jesus movie, read the Bible, or watch the Visual Bible Book of Acts. We really haven't met many in San Antonio who wholeheartedly love God, so many don't care to read their bibles daily or get to know Jesus and obey Him very much at all. I do attend a church maybe twice a month on Wednesdays. I don't attend more than that because I don't want the lukewarmness rubbed off on me.Church people are the ones satan has used more than once to tell me "obedience to the bible is optional" and "we don't have to do everything the Bible says- like follow Jesus." Then there are others who think going to church is all one has to do to go to heaven, being loving the other days of the week is not included. This is not Christianity, and it may not be coming from the pulpit, but the pewwarmers are all around and teaching the kids this laziness in Sunday schools. The unloving and hypocrisy is disgusting and being ignored purposely by many leaders (or satan is blinding them, either way, it's bad enough that I will only attend minimally and I pray for the Holy Spirit the whole time I do go to church). God seems to fellowship with me all the time, whether I'm alone or with others, so going to an institutional church all the time doesn't worry me. Do what your conscience allows, follow where you believe God's Holy Spirit is leading you, God gives us much more freedom than man does. If others condemn you, don't hang out with them. Read the Bible or listen to it on tape (the bible, not preaching) more and more, and stick close to Jesus. I pray God blesses you and keeps you.