SonOfThunder said:
Because mankind cannot be happy unless they feel like they are in control of something. They make rules that hamper peoples ability to get to God, all in the name of religion. JMHO.
why can't my love of God and recognition that Jesus died for my sins be enough?
It is not enough to know that Jesus died for your sins, you must also reflect it in your daily life. When your mind and actions have conformed to His will then you will know that you are his. Just knowledge that Jesus died for you, does not make one a Christian.
I have been baptised before when I was 13, is anyone able to help me on the rules as I dont want to get deep with the pastor and say too much.
If you are afraid to talk to your pastor that should throw up a red flag. If you can't talk to him, how can you expect him to pastor or lead you? Give him a chance to hear you out.
I am not ready to face the Pastor and confront him with Scripture, always preferring to lie low and pray and listen as so much is different.
Then do not confront him with scripture,
discuss scripture with him. I do this with my pastor all the time. It may help to build your relationship as pastor / parishoner.
Salvation, as I understand the concept from mainstream churches = belief in what God has done in sending his only begotton Son Jesus Christ for us all. I think also some say you have to know that Jesus is God and believe it. This is also called 'born again'.
Being born again is a constant thing not a one time event. I die daily to things that I have in the past held on to. In their place I gain new insight to what God wants from me, and how he expects me to act. This, when I put it in action in my life, is the act of being born again. It is a constant thing.
I understand rules and being careful as I come from that myself. I think I am afraid of commitment so soon in case I raise my hand into other false teachings. May I ask if a person raises their hand and commits if they have to declare they believe all the doctrine?
No.
Also may I ask why my baptism isn't recognised by mainstream churches?
Was it done in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit? If not then that is why. Plus the doctrines of the JW's are so far off the "orthodox" path in some areas that they may want you to be sure of what Baptism means.
Yet I don't understand a lot, ie The Trinity, I cannot proclaim the Nicene Creed, nor can I get my head around every doctrine.
The people who say they understand the Trinity are misleading to you. We can identify the members of the Trinity from scripture, but know how this came about or how it can be is a mystery. People who try to explain it fully I liken to pebble collectors in the ocean. They may find a gem here and there but there is still a world of ocean they do not know nor will ever see. As far as the creed goes, it is a man made document, and is not necessary for your salvation. It does outline basic Christian beliefs however, and should be studied.
This is what stops me from being baptised or being accepted as a believer, so then rules prevent me from taking part in sharing the bread and the wine, rules say I have to do this and that, rules rules rules.
Rules suck. I hate rules. I am at heart a rebellious lad. That being said, some of these rules are set up because people want to make sure you know what it is you are doing. They do not want you to be misled. If you do understand, then explain it to them, and see what they say.
My head is swimming and all the while I know what Jesus said in John 1 about belief, that He would give you power if you believe. and what Philip said when the eunich said "what prevents me from being baptised"? what is confessing The Faith...to me it is as simple as knowing Jesus Christ, embrasing that he is The Son of God and understanding the freedom He brings through His death and resurrection for me personally.
I do not see a problem with anything you said here.
But does going forward and saying one prayer save a person?
In my opinion, no it does not and I would refer to the parable of the seeds.