Desperate

[SamW290]

Hi, I'm new here. I've been trying to conceive for 2 years now without success. Ovulation pattern and sperm count are both normal. I don't have PCOS or endometriosis or any good reason why I shouldn't be pregnant. I am desperately depressed over it. I can't bear to see other women pregnant (although I would never take that away from them - it just cuts so deep. Every month when my period comes I cry myself sick over another disappointment.

I feel so hurt that God won't give me the family I'm so desperate for. Sometimes I feel angry because when God wanted children He just created them. How can He possibly understand the pain of wanting a child and being denied?

I'm so utterly broken-hearted over it I don't know what to do anymore. I guess I just need to know if there is anyone else in the world who has felt the same way?

Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts.

Sam xxx

 

[Aibrean]

We felt the same way, although I had PCOS and endometriosis no normal patterns and unresponsive to meds. Ovarian drilling was the only thing that worked.

You should be seeing a reproductive specialist at this point. They will diagnose and closely monitor. IUI/IVF can be very viable options for you (the first is about $800/cycle). Then again, it might just be a timing issue. Most women (normal ones) take around a year to get pregnant.

I got pregnant without even having a period. God's timing is not always what we think it will be.

 

[Birchbud]

Can't really help hon, but I will pray for you if you want

 

[kstar2013]

I feel you pain with you. I have not be trying as long... little over year, but I have waiting and wanted for years. I know how it feels to be mad at God. I have no answers but in know your pain. Don't feel alone! x

 

[Adelyn Woodcock]

Maybe I am too late to even say my thoughts but let me do so. I have been TTC for 2 years before I actually became pregnant. I grew tired of the situation and 1 day decided to leave it all to God. After a month, I became pregnant. I stopped being pressured but continued praying. Now, my little girl is 2 years old.

 

[UkuLadyPDX]

Praying for you! Hang in there. Try not to stress to much about it. Stress will only make it harder to conceive.