Depression Support

[newyorknewyork]

please pray 4 me today peeps.. i have to work again today and im feeling pretty tired and worn out and buggered.. i don't feel physically strong today.. i don't feel energetic.. i don't have much strength..

please pray 4 me

thank you, id really appreciate your prayers today

thank you so much

 

[newyorknewyork]

going to work today - childcare

just started this job last week

please pray 4 me as i need strength to get thru the day!

will come on when i get home from work and respond personally to all yr posts

have an awesome day

dont listen to the lies that you are crap or worthless or fat or bad person

we are all princesses !

lots of love tsuriyel xoxo

i asked 4 prayer a few days ago and i just realised i didn't come back and say thank you 4 yr prayers! ppl obviously prayed 4 me - i could feel the prayers it was amazing! (thank you God!)

thank you friends 4 praying 4 me the other day, it really lifted me and i had a great day..

thank you

 

[Soulwings]

Arggg.
Things just arent going well.
But Im glad to be back "here".

 

[Mrs. Luther073082]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaargh! My teacher did not bring our tests to class and she hasn't put them on the internet and I am going to go insane. That is all.

 

[Eponine]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaargh! My teacher did not bring our tests to class and she hasn't put them on the internet and I am going to go insane. That is all.

Eek! My math teacher did that with a test that was going to determine whether I got an A- or a B+ for the quarter, and it just about made me want to chew him out like I've never chewed out anyone before.

Right now... I don't know. Chapel went pretty well (though I couldn't hold a candle to the best singer at our school, who was leading the other songs) But my mom had to go and spoil it by grilling me about why I sing the way I do on the way home, plus getting mad at me because she had to go back to school to get my books (about half an hour of her time) when she kept me waiting a full 45 minutes.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

AnointedPoetess, how are you? you said things are still a struggle for you.. did u want to talk about it? its awesome and encouraging we all have each other to support each other.. we're all here 4 u while yr struggling.. and anything we can do to help u get thru. just let us know..

will be thinking of you all today..

feel free to PM me if you want you

lots of love and prayers and hugs with you today.. tsuriyel <><

I'm feeling really sad, angery, and depressed right now! life sucks.. i just wanna give up!

 

[Soulwings]

Aww Crystal ... whats up?

Laurelin

 

[newyorknewyork]

Arggg.
Things just arent going well.
But Im glad to be back "here".

tell me what's happening, Soulwings.. if you feel like talking that is..

i am thinking of you..

take care and pop in again tomorrow if you can..

love tsuriyel

 

[newyorknewyork]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaargh! My teacher did not bring our tests to class and she hasn't put them on the internet and I am going to go insane. That is all.

oh really? hmmm... what is going to happen then?

tell me how it all goes! i am very interested!

i hope this doesn't stress you out too much and I hope you get through all your exams and assessment fine and can then relax and enjoy a well earned vacation

take care of yourself.. thinking of you!

love tsuriyel

 

[newyorknewyork]

Eek! My math teacher did that with a test that was going to determine whether I got an A- or a B+ for the quarter, and it just about made me want to chew him out like I've never chewed out anyone before.

Right now... I don't know. Chapel went pretty well (though I couldn't hold a candle to the best singer at our school, who was leading the other songs) But my mom had to go and spoil it by grilling me about why I sing the way I do on the way home, plus getting mad at me because she had to go back to school to get my books (about half an hour of her time) when she kept me waiting a full 45 minutes.

lol! ive never heard of chewing someone b4.. sounds funny!

sorry to hear you had dramas with your mother

i think at the end of the day, as long as you feel you are living your life for Jesus, thats all you can do. Sometimes ppl get mad at us and grumpy with us and soemtimes its not even fair or our fault... but its comforting to know that Jesus's love for us is an everlasting and unconditional love and his anger for us lasts but a short moment! boy am i glad about that!

glad you got thru another obstacle.. take care

love tsuriyel

 

[newyorknewyork]

I'm feeling really sad, angery, and depressed right now! life sucks.. i just wanna give up!

oh anointedpoetess! sweety don't give up! we can all get thru this together! its the devil that is whispering lies into your mind telling you that life is not worth living and you are a bad person etc. - they are all lies!

Jesus things you are so awesome he sings about you and rejoices over you! (Zephaniah 3:17) and when we talk with Jesus and reach out to him, he draws closer to us (James 4:8)

PM me and we can chat via MSN if you want to.. I am always here for you.. (all of you!)..

we can get thru this together!

do you want to share what is getting you so down and making you feel so horrible?

do you have someone there that you can talk with on a regular basis? like a friend that you see regularly or one of your parents or something like that? i find in my healing from depression people contact REALLY helps me (even tho a lot of the time i feel shy and withdrawn and don't want to be very social)

can you take a bubble bath or go for a jog thru a park and pick some wildflowers?
can you flip thru some old photo albums and look back at times when you were happy?
i dont' know.. different things work 4 different ppl.. im just trying to think of things that may help in some small way..

take care sweety! i am always here.. to listen and support you thru this crazy journey we're all on!

love tsuriyel

 

[Soulwings]

tell me what's happening, Soulwings.. if you feel like talking that is..

i am thinking of you..

take care and pop in again tomorrow if you can..

love tsuriyel

I was up to day 21, and then two nights ago I cut and brought it back to day 0. Today was supposed to be day 2, but I cut about twenty minutes ago, so back to day 0 once more. I dont know, it feels like I ought to care, but I really dont. Im just empty right now. Numb. I dont really care about anything.

And the ED is back. I can count what I ate yesterday on the fingers of one hand.

Im glad though. Like I said, Im glad to be back. Ive missed the starving and the hiding of the scars.

I dont know.
I dont know about recovery. I was trying I am trying but it just seems so pointless.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

oh anointedpoetess! sweety don't give up! we can all get thru this together! its the devil that is whispering lies into your mind telling you that life is not worth living and you are a bad person etc. - they are all lies!

Jesus things you are so awesome he sings about you and rejoices over you! (Zephaniah 3:17) and when we talk with Jesus and reach out to him, he draws closer to us (James 4:8)

PM me and we can chat via MSN if you want to.. I am always here for you.. (all of you!)..

we can get thru this together!

do you want to share what is getting you so down and making you feel so horrible?

do you have someone there that you can talk with on a regular basis? like a friend that you see regularly or one of your parents or something like that? i find in my healing from depression people contact REALLY helps me (even tho a lot of the time i feel shy and withdrawn and don't want to be very social)

can you take a bubble bath or go for a jog thru a park and pick some wildflowers?
can you flip thru some old photo albums and look back at times when you were happy?
i dont' know.. different things work 4 different ppl.. im just trying to think of things that may help in some small way..

take care sweety! i am always here.. to listen and support you thru this crazy journey we're all on!

love tsuriyel

I just sent u a PM.. its alot of things combined but i dont feel like talking really.. sorry. ill come back when i feel better.. maybe

 

[newyorknewyork]

I was up to day 21, and then two nights ago I cut and brought it back to day 0. Today was supposed to be day 2, but I cut about twenty minutes ago, so back to day 0 once more. I dont know, it feels like I ought to care, but I really dont. Im just empty right now. Numb. I dont really care about anything.

And the ED is back. I can count what I ate yesterday on the fingers of one hand.

Im glad though. Like I said, Im glad to be back. Ive missed the starving and the hiding of the scars.

I dont know.
I dont know about recovery. I was trying I am trying but it just seems so pointless.

Soulwings.. I wish I knew what to say.. but I'm not a psychologist.. I can be a friend tho and listen and support you tho

I hope you will get thru this.. do you have ppl in your life that are supporting you? ppl you can go to when you feel real low?

take care

you can get thru this!

remember that the same power that rose Jesus from the dead is inside you!

tsuriyel X0X0

 

[AnointedPoetess]

hey tsur and evey1, i might not b back here cuz i feel im just making things worse but ill miss yall.. (((((soulwings)))) anyhoo, gbu all!

 

[newyorknewyork]

there's no need 4 u to leave

 

[Soulwings]

Anointed Poetess. You arent making things worse, not at all. Take care of yourself.

 

[Eponine]

*Wanders in with a sigh of relief* I've gotten through this week and no lasting harm done. I've got a sunburn from today's swim meet but that'll heal in time. *Mental note: wear sunscreen next time!*

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Anointed Poetess. You arent making things worse, not at all. Take care of yourself.

ty sw, i miss u so much girl.. hope eveythings ok and i cant wait to see u on msn again..

 

[AnointedPoetess]

there's no need 4 u to leave

thanks tsur, i know we started off rocky and its my fault but thxs 4 forgiving me..