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I'd thought I was getting over my depression, like I was rarely ever 'depressed', but then I got a bad case of strep a few months ago and kinda fell into this rut. Now I'm battling moodiness and severe exhaustion and I have trouble just taking my pills.
I was tested for mono because I'm always tired, but I've not been sleeping well lately either. My brain is always .... asleep, it seems. I have so much trouble just remembering things or thinking. Sometimes I get confused and can't remember things that I know I should be able to remember, but it's a complete blank.
Some days I'm almost completely ok and I can function normally, but sometimes I go days feeling like I'm half asleep, yet unable to sleep properly.
My doctor and I decided to cut back on my anti-depressants a few months back and I thought that I was doing fine, but now I'm not so sure... My parents notice that something's up with me, but they have no idea what it is. I'm afraid if I tell them I need to go back to my regular dosage they'll just fuss at me for not taking my pills on a regular basis anyway....plus I'm afraid we can't really afford it...
Argh...sorry if that was confusing, I'm having trouble getting my thoughts together...
I was tested for mono because I'm always tired, but I've not been sleeping well lately either. My brain is always .... asleep, it seems. I have so much trouble just remembering things or thinking. Sometimes I get confused and can't remember things that I know I should be able to remember, but it's a complete blank.
Some days I'm almost completely ok and I can function normally, but sometimes I go days feeling like I'm half asleep, yet unable to sleep properly.
My doctor and I decided to cut back on my anti-depressants a few months back and I thought that I was doing fine, but now I'm not so sure... My parents notice that something's up with me, but they have no idea what it is. I'm afraid if I tell them I need to go back to my regular dosage they'll just fuss at me for not taking my pills on a regular basis anyway....plus I'm afraid we can't really afford it...
Argh...sorry if that was confusing, I'm having trouble getting my thoughts together...

